Today was boring la... came in office do testing here and there. so sian. omg! Wanted to play games actually after coming back from lunch, but the developer came here and sit in the room with us. =.= stupid. nvm!! jus wait till finish work den can go play basketball with kel and the rest. LOL so looking forward to it, cause damn long since i last play sia.
Another 3 more hours to go, heh the person who is taking care of time can fast forward the time to 5.59PM not??? lols.
I'm happy to see Kelvin and connie happily together for so long alrdy. going to 5 years le, =) I wanna see them entering the church or something. Its like when i got to know kelvin, he jus got together with connie only, everytime we go play basketball and stuff, she will be there, and knowing unconsiously its alrdy been about 5 years since we know one another. Time really flies. hahas. Brother don't forget ask me to be your BROTHERS when getting marry ya! =)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Weee =) Shopping Spree
Today went to work at kiehl's like ytd, went out slightly earlier today cos have to go Fourskin to replace my clock, =.= it was spolit after i bought it for 2 weeks, stupid. But the person was kind enough to replace a new one for me, thx you! hahas,
Secondly, went to adidas to get my basketball shoes and a top. LOLS
After which, decided to pop by Sexy diamond to say hi to the person working there, hahas he was so friendly, unfortunately i forgot his name, he was another owner of the shop but he is not Ben. lols in any case jus told him i was randomly looking ard for clothes and he show me this Tee which is not bad. lols so i decided to just buy it since i got less clothings. lols.
Front and back view( Sorry for the blurness, my phone cam sucks) lols
Ytd was happy cos i jus got myself 150bucks for hitting my target! lols. went to work at kiehl's and was pretty happy i did, becos of the free 150bucks of commission. in any case, today was happy as well, hahas cos we hit again. lols
Today work ended pretty late, and i'm all tired out alrdy. tml still got attachment, TIRED!!!!!
And now i got pissed off ppl telling me they going holiday... becos my family is going and i cant go!!! WTH... stupid stupid stupid!
Aniwae going to rest alrdy. bye world.
You msg me in the afternoon, i couldn't reply you becos i was busy working, and now i msg you, there isn't a reply. you know what's my feeling now? none. i feeling numb alrdy. Although i do still like you, but i dislike the life you are leading now. i wanna elope with you to a place where just 2 of us leading a damn simple life. this is perhaps a dream i guess, a dream that i long for.
Secondly, went to adidas to get my basketball shoes and a top. LOLS
After which, decided to pop by Sexy diamond to say hi to the person working there, hahas he was so friendly, unfortunately i forgot his name, he was another owner of the shop but he is not Ben. lols in any case jus told him i was randomly looking ard for clothes and he show me this Tee which is not bad. lols so i decided to just buy it since i got less clothings. lols.
Front and back view( Sorry for the blurness, my phone cam sucks) lols
Ytd was happy cos i jus got myself 150bucks for hitting my target! lols. went to work at kiehl's and was pretty happy i did, becos of the free 150bucks of commission. in any case, today was happy as well, hahas cos we hit again. lols
Today work ended pretty late, and i'm all tired out alrdy. tml still got attachment, TIRED!!!!!
And now i got pissed off ppl telling me they going holiday... becos my family is going and i cant go!!! WTH... stupid stupid stupid!
Aniwae going to rest alrdy. bye world.
You msg me in the afternoon, i couldn't reply you becos i was busy working, and now i msg you, there isn't a reply. you know what's my feeling now? none. i feeling numb alrdy. Although i do still like you, but i dislike the life you are leading now. i wanna elope with you to a place where just 2 of us leading a damn simple life. this is perhaps a dream i guess, a dream that i long for.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Tired.
This is getting boring, i'm doing not alot of things here actually, which bores me out, listen to music, watch videos and blah blah. And i'm doing 3D models randomly. lols
Ytd after work went out to chill awhile with kel and boon they all, tok crap and talk about the past, pretty good though, but the location is damn hot. lols headed home ard 8plus 9 and play dota with them.
Miss her quite abit but what can i do? lols, might be meeting her later in the evening though. but i'm confused how shld i be feeling alrdy. sigh, this haven been bothering that much in this recent days, which seems to be good i guess. sian, i wan $$$. i'm gettin broke alrdy. haven been going shopping for quite awhile alrdy . =( but i need to get my basketball shoes no matter wat. i need more clothings . =/ how how how???
next friday till monday i will be home alone alrdy. sian. mum, dad, 2nd brother went macau for holiday with grandma and grandaunt. =(, alwaes so suay want, mum want bring me along but i got attachment which i cannot skip. sian, twice only, that time hong kong trip wasted becos of stupid H1N1, den now attachment. FUCK LA!!! then my sister working at nite want. cui lo, really home alone ..
Please find me out if can people. i dun want rot at home.
Ytd after work went out to chill awhile with kel and boon they all, tok crap and talk about the past, pretty good though, but the location is damn hot. lols headed home ard 8plus 9 and play dota with them.
Miss her quite abit but what can i do? lols, might be meeting her later in the evening though. but i'm confused how shld i be feeling alrdy. sigh, this haven been bothering that much in this recent days, which seems to be good i guess. sian, i wan $$$. i'm gettin broke alrdy. haven been going shopping for quite awhile alrdy . =( but i need to get my basketball shoes no matter wat. i need more clothings . =/ how how how???
next friday till monday i will be home alone alrdy. sian. mum, dad, 2nd brother went macau for holiday with grandma and grandaunt. =(, alwaes so suay want, mum want bring me along but i got attachment which i cannot skip. sian, twice only, that time hong kong trip wasted becos of stupid H1N1, den now attachment. FUCK LA!!! then my sister working at nite want. cui lo, really home alone ..
Please find me out if can people. i dun want rot at home.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
hmmm, i guess i felt more relax now ba..
After a long weekend which is eventful and help me in a way or two to stop myself from thinking.
Ytd, my mom told me that my uncle who is still unmarried wanna have a son. Cos he will not be getting married at all. So grandma made up the decision of making me the god-son. i begin to wonder now, if i am able to cope, cos i spend lesser n lesser time wif my family alrdy and now got 1 more god-father, not sure if its a good idea though. hahas.
Firstly, i ain't that close wif him, which is why i wonder if its a good idea, although he is my uncle but aiyo, i duno how and what to do, mayb jus let tings go by itself ba. HAHAS. LOLS
Friday after work met up wif the rest of the ppl working in kiehl's at tangs, accompanied Tommy to get his IPOD TOUCH at WheelLock Place. He sure seems happy. hahas
Bought our Dinner at BK and KFC and tabao up to the cinema. Watch Gamer, a nice action show ba, but story-wise, so so only. LOLS in any case enjoy myself that nite, cause its been quite some time since i last catch a movie. hahasHad a great long chat with another buddy also name kevin. LOLS hope tings had been fine for him n his gf.
Saturday was not a good day, i almost cried for god sake, my baby nephew becos his high-fever which leads to temporary FITs. which scare the hell of my whole family. i duno how i shld describe the situation, it was the first time i encounter this and i hope it will be the last time ever that something like that happen in my life again. Seeing my nephew in pain and helpless. i wish i could be in his place at that time. He was sent to the hospital for observation and he is feeling better now. i just want him to be healthier and have a good childhood life and grow up healthly without any problems. =)
Sunday, went to work at kiehl's at tangs, OMG the feeling of working back is good, unlike attachment. hahas perhaps i'm not suitable to be working in office ba. boring lo. LOLS
Anyway, after work went to Tung Birthday chalet. It was fun chilling here and there. stayed over as i was lazy to go home after being there for jus a few hours. Lack of slp there and headed home the next day morning. Hope she enjoyed her celebration ba. =D
Monday, slept till 3plus, den had lunch/dinner den meetup wif xk, wenjie, zb to amk Kpool to play number ball. hahas the feeling was great too. =P
Hmm, haven been contacting her for the past 3 days till she msg me ytd. Thats what everyone wants me to do, but i felt bad. nvm but it prove something though. She just msg me ytd, hahas. But at that time, i felt that it would be better that she didn msg me, then i could jus remain in slient and jus be able to know she doing fine jiu hao. But she did! and so be it.
After ytd conversation with her, i get to know that she has no interest for any1, shld i continue to make her fall for me? or shld i just let it be and carry on with life? i begin to wonder after all that i done, she still couldn't get the message, does it mean what i did was for nth? hahas this is funny. In any case, i have decided not to be bother so much by it. cos i dun see a point to that, as long as that "brother" of hers is still ard, i will feel uncomfortable. And in matter of facts, ytd before we hang up the fone she told me she met up wif her "brother" again today, which spolits my mood again. =.= sigh~
I jus wanna go out and chilled out more with my frens and play more! i don't wanna lead a boring life!
Ytd, my mom told me that my uncle who is still unmarried wanna have a son. Cos he will not be getting married at all. So grandma made up the decision of making me the god-son. i begin to wonder now, if i am able to cope, cos i spend lesser n lesser time wif my family alrdy and now got 1 more god-father, not sure if its a good idea though. hahas.
Firstly, i ain't that close wif him, which is why i wonder if its a good idea, although he is my uncle but aiyo, i duno how and what to do, mayb jus let tings go by itself ba. HAHAS. LOLS
Friday after work met up wif the rest of the ppl working in kiehl's at tangs, accompanied Tommy to get his IPOD TOUCH at WheelLock Place. He sure seems happy. hahas
Bought our Dinner at BK and KFC and tabao up to the cinema. Watch Gamer, a nice action show ba, but story-wise, so so only. LOLS in any case enjoy myself that nite, cause its been quite some time since i last catch a movie. hahasHad a great long chat with another buddy also name kevin. LOLS hope tings had been fine for him n his gf.
Saturday was not a good day, i almost cried for god sake, my baby nephew becos his high-fever which leads to temporary FITs. which scare the hell of my whole family. i duno how i shld describe the situation, it was the first time i encounter this and i hope it will be the last time ever that something like that happen in my life again. Seeing my nephew in pain and helpless. i wish i could be in his place at that time. He was sent to the hospital for observation and he is feeling better now. i just want him to be healthier and have a good childhood life and grow up healthly without any problems. =)
Sunday, went to work at kiehl's at tangs, OMG the feeling of working back is good, unlike attachment. hahas perhaps i'm not suitable to be working in office ba. boring lo. LOLS
Anyway, after work went to Tung Birthday chalet. It was fun chilling here and there. stayed over as i was lazy to go home after being there for jus a few hours. Lack of slp there and headed home the next day morning. Hope she enjoyed her celebration ba. =D
Monday, slept till 3plus, den had lunch/dinner den meetup wif xk, wenjie, zb to amk Kpool to play number ball. hahas the feeling was great too. =P
Hmm, haven been contacting her for the past 3 days till she msg me ytd. Thats what everyone wants me to do, but i felt bad. nvm but it prove something though. She just msg me ytd, hahas. But at that time, i felt that it would be better that she didn msg me, then i could jus remain in slient and jus be able to know she doing fine jiu hao. But she did! and so be it.
After ytd conversation with her, i get to know that she has no interest for any1, shld i continue to make her fall for me? or shld i just let it be and carry on with life? i begin to wonder after all that i done, she still couldn't get the message, does it mean what i did was for nth? hahas this is funny. In any case, i have decided not to be bother so much by it. cos i dun see a point to that, as long as that "brother" of hers is still ard, i will feel uncomfortable. And in matter of facts, ytd before we hang up the fone she told me she met up wif her "brother" again today, which spolits my mood again. =.= sigh~
I jus wanna go out and chilled out more with my frens and play more! i don't wanna lead a boring life!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
=/ shld i be happy or sad?
hahas, i guess i'm turning from silly to stupid and soon to the world stupidest person ever.
The tings you told me, shld i be happy to hear or sad?
i feel like laughing at my own stupidness.
The day that i drop tears for you, would be the end of everyting. It would also be the beginning of the new me, a whole different me, not the same person ever.
Keai, you told me not to ever change my characters, i hope i can do as you say, but i beginning to wonder alrdy.
The sweetest tings that happen to me in this few years was a dream i had last nite, i dreamt of you keai.
It will only be a memories in my heart forever, although i know it won't happen, but it seems so true and real. hahas but you won't get to know. hahas
The tings you told me, shld i be happy to hear or sad?
i feel like laughing at my own stupidness.
The day that i drop tears for you, would be the end of everyting. It would also be the beginning of the new me, a whole different me, not the same person ever.
Keai, you told me not to ever change my characters, i hope i can do as you say, but i beginning to wonder alrdy.
The sweetest tings that happen to me in this few years was a dream i had last nite, i dreamt of you keai.
It will only be a memories in my heart forever, although i know it won't happen, but it seems so true and real. hahas but you won't get to know. hahas
Monday, September 14, 2009
Monday blue
Today really bored, did my animation finally, no interruption of any work coming in. But the office is damn cold today, and becos i saw that sunny sun in the morning i didn bring my cardigan with me. damn it! My colleague is still saying he is feeling hot despite having a fan in the room alrdy. woah, what's worst is he on max!!! cui! my hands are all shaking alrdy. =.=
Tel him its cold alrdy, but he ignore me. wth!
Half an hour more till work dismiss. Hope time pass faster!!
Ytd went back home in the morning from connie's hse, decided to go east coast park wif her family one, but becos it was delay, and i needed to meet sum1 else in the noon so decided not to rush here n there. Sorry connie and peeps! will go another day ya, but the sad ting is Kel bro didn check the bike properly and he had a super duper FALL!! super jialat!!!
I went to his hse last nite to pass him L4D game and get my phone charger back, saw his bandages and etc, damn jia lat!! Maybe if i was there, it won't happen liao! hahas cos i more careful!! lmao k la recover soon.
Out wif her for a short awhile, it was pleasant jus 2 of us shopping ard, accompany her get some DIY stuff that she wanna make. Now i jus cant wait for our next meeting.
In any case, i have alrdy make up my mind alrdy, i will care nothing else but to treasure every single moment i have with her, even if her last decision is not me, i will have no regret.
Have give a serious thought about it, so just waiting patiently for her to make up her mind who to allow to able to enter her heart. But in the meantime, i just hope i wont be controlled by my emotions again when hear certain stuff.
Perhaps this will be the last fall that i must have before being able to learn and pick myself up again. thx to all my frens and brothers who listen to my prob! Really appreciate alot!
Tel him its cold alrdy, but he ignore me. wth!
Half an hour more till work dismiss. Hope time pass faster!!
Ytd went back home in the morning from connie's hse, decided to go east coast park wif her family one, but becos it was delay, and i needed to meet sum1 else in the noon so decided not to rush here n there. Sorry connie and peeps! will go another day ya, but the sad ting is Kel bro didn check the bike properly and he had a super duper FALL!! super jialat!!!
I went to his hse last nite to pass him L4D game and get my phone charger back, saw his bandages and etc, damn jia lat!! Maybe if i was there, it won't happen liao! hahas cos i more careful!! lmao k la recover soon.
Out wif her for a short awhile, it was pleasant jus 2 of us shopping ard, accompany her get some DIY stuff that she wanna make. Now i jus cant wait for our next meeting.
In any case, i have alrdy make up my mind alrdy, i will care nothing else but to treasure every single moment i have with her, even if her last decision is not me, i will have no regret.
Have give a serious thought about it, so just waiting patiently for her to make up her mind who to allow to able to enter her heart. But in the meantime, i just hope i wont be controlled by my emotions again when hear certain stuff.
Perhaps this will be the last fall that i must have before being able to learn and pick myself up again. thx to all my frens and brothers who listen to my prob! Really appreciate alot!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Crazy ride!!!
Lately had been really tired. lack of slp and been out late.
My leg injury checkout report out alrdy, thankfully there's nth wrong with my bones. but i saw one of my toe crooked, it makes me feel like my toe dislocated. =( i wish there's a way to treat it though.
In any case, the other injury worst. have to go physiotherapy. =.= wth. spend like 120bucks in the hospital for checkup, x-ray and bloodtest.
And f-ing idiot, my arm now having a big patch of blueblack due to bloodtest.
I didn't even know it until like ytd when i took off my jacket and my fren was like, you went fighting with who??? lols
See its crazy rite, screw the nurse who took the jab, it still hurts like crazy till now! =(
Last nite was seriously crazy, Hong Zhi came to pick me up and we went travelling ard SG. lols
He drove me home to change den drove to NYP to meet mopeng and junhao. They drove bike, while me and hong zhi are in the car.
Mopeng and Junhao went back home to put their stuff and we headed over to ada prata at Seragoon area to have some snacks, after which both of them was lazy to drive bike so went back to put their bike and we went to pick them up.
Headed to Marina Barrage to chill awhile and then we decided to go explore a area named Keppel Bay, didn't really found that place though. so we headed over to Chinatown after spinning a few areas there. Had poriddge there and we decided to go dou feng. Went changi airport spin a round and headed over to changi village. spin another round and we headed to the beach nearby to slack.
Try driving the car though. it was fun i mus say. LOLS then headed to sengkang anchorvale CC awhile and headed to Yishun Den. See See here and there then headed home. Rch home ard 3plus. ZOMG! I woke up like 8 in the morning today and i was late for work.
And fuck ytd that i was rushing to meet hongzhi and i fucking took the office meeting room key home!!!! lols
but manage to cab down in time to open the room.. =.= now super sian, feel like zombie and slping throughout lo. Hope time fly past Fast.!!!
My leg injury checkout report out alrdy, thankfully there's nth wrong with my bones. but i saw one of my toe crooked, it makes me feel like my toe dislocated. =( i wish there's a way to treat it though.
In any case, the other injury worst. have to go physiotherapy. =.= wth. spend like 120bucks in the hospital for checkup, x-ray and bloodtest.
And f-ing idiot, my arm now having a big patch of blueblack due to bloodtest.
I didn't even know it until like ytd when i took off my jacket and my fren was like, you went fighting with who??? lols
See its crazy rite, screw the nurse who took the jab, it still hurts like crazy till now! =(
Last nite was seriously crazy, Hong Zhi came to pick me up and we went travelling ard SG. lols
He drove me home to change den drove to NYP to meet mopeng and junhao. They drove bike, while me and hong zhi are in the car.
Mopeng and Junhao went back home to put their stuff and we headed over to ada prata at Seragoon area to have some snacks, after which both of them was lazy to drive bike so went back to put their bike and we went to pick them up.
Headed to Marina Barrage to chill awhile and then we decided to go explore a area named Keppel Bay, didn't really found that place though. so we headed over to Chinatown after spinning a few areas there. Had poriddge there and we decided to go dou feng. Went changi airport spin a round and headed over to changi village. spin another round and we headed to the beach nearby to slack.
Try driving the car though. it was fun i mus say. LOLS then headed to sengkang anchorvale CC awhile and headed to Yishun Den. See See here and there then headed home. Rch home ard 3plus. ZOMG! I woke up like 8 in the morning today and i was late for work.
And fuck ytd that i was rushing to meet hongzhi and i fucking took the office meeting room key home!!!! lols
but manage to cab down in time to open the room.. =.= now super sian, feel like zombie and slping throughout lo. Hope time fly past Fast.!!!
Monday, September 7, 2009
Is there something more or isit just a cru**?
hmm, i just hate myself at times,
I alwaes believe that when u like someone, you shld alwaes be super nice and super sweet to that particular person, but i seems to be wrong alwaes. treating the person i like to be so superb that i lost myself out.
People had alwaes told me not to fall into love easily, but can i? i just can't, i just cant ba like other guys who are able to hook the girl's appetite, because that ain't me.
Which is why i do hate myself cause i'm unable to do that at times, Everytime when i like someone and want to be with her, i would just put my heart and soul into it. And often because of that i'm unable to really be with that somebody. why is this so? i do not have any answer to it.
Isit my perception wrong or isit no1 knows how to appreciate it?
Somehow i really wish that i could like reconstruct myself again.
some people say when you wooing a girl, is like a war, and you should never fight a war without being able to win it. i know thats true.
Some people also say that 男人不坏，女人不爱。But i dun wanna believe in that.
Must things really be that good guys won't be able to get any girls, if it is why are girls out there still saying good guys doesn't exist anymore? i'm not trying to boast myself up, but jus merely saying the facts.
My manager told me that at times guys have to be bad, like that girls may like you more, but i just can't help not to be bad. i believe treating ppl nice shld be the right way. sigh... fuck this upside down world. This things makes me feel like as if i'm the odd one out weirdo living here.
Can i jus pray that things wont result in the other way round?
imu!
I alwaes believe that when u like someone, you shld alwaes be super nice and super sweet to that particular person, but i seems to be wrong alwaes. treating the person i like to be so superb that i lost myself out.
People had alwaes told me not to fall into love easily, but can i? i just can't, i just cant ba like other guys who are able to hook the girl's appetite, because that ain't me.
Which is why i do hate myself cause i'm unable to do that at times, Everytime when i like someone and want to be with her, i would just put my heart and soul into it. And often because of that i'm unable to really be with that somebody. why is this so? i do not have any answer to it.
Isit my perception wrong or isit no1 knows how to appreciate it?
Somehow i really wish that i could like reconstruct myself again.
some people say when you wooing a girl, is like a war, and you should never fight a war without being able to win it. i know thats true.
Some people also say that 男人不坏，女人不爱。But i dun wanna believe in that.
Must things really be that good guys won't be able to get any girls, if it is why are girls out there still saying good guys doesn't exist anymore? i'm not trying to boast myself up, but jus merely saying the facts.
My manager told me that at times guys have to be bad, like that girls may like you more, but i just can't help not to be bad. i believe treating ppl nice shld be the right way. sigh... fuck this upside down world. This things makes me feel like as if i'm the odd one out weirdo living here.
Can i jus pray that things wont result in the other way round?
imu!
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