life about Kevin

A week without talking to you for more than 2 sentences

2010-11-21T03:36:00.002+08:00

Its been a week since we last talk. I duno what happen. i msg u, there was a cold reply or there isn't any. =/ still awaiting for u to contact me as u say u will text me other days. but i wonder when. if its becos of ur bf, u could jus tel me so. we are alrdy more than jus frens isn't it? i'm really missing u deep down in my heart. i dun want things to change. you said it urself too. =(

3 hours before fieldcamp

2010-11-09T10:21:00.003+08:00

Jus 3 more hours till moving out from bunk till outfield camp, lying on the bed thinking about you.
Something that i have been thinking about. I'm still contradicting about my decisions although i know i shld stay strong on it. Perhaps this is the bad things about me ba. But i really wanna stay strong on my decision to go to like you like this. So many chances i had but didn't manage to get hold of it.

This time round i gonna stay strong, do not wanna care about how other ppl would think of me even if i gonna be a bad person.

Seeing your smile always melts my heart and brighten my day, which is y i'm always making you laugh to see your smile.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

i'm gonna miss you keai. it would be 3 days not being able to talk to u. =(

Thinking deep and hard

2010-11-01T13:25:00.003+08:00

I'm thinking of you every now and then keai , i not sure if it's right.

Jus following what my heart is saying.

4mths plus after enlistment

2010-10-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Life in army have been filling up my life now. Have been getting fitter and fitter and getting to know more about our Singapore army and train to be a soldier to protect our loves ones and so is our country.

Life in army have been alright, my friends all were sort of worried i would be turn down by the life of army as i wouldn't have much freedom. i agree this to a certain extend.

That one day when i message Janice from kiehl's. she was asking me about how's life in camp and how is my love life. i told her life in camp was great as my bunk mates are all enthusiast and helpful. Love life wise boring. still the same.

Just the other day, i was talking to my friend that our life seems kind of bored/sian without having a 'target girl' to go after. it seems like part of our life is missing which is LOVE.

There isn't someone who we just wanna share our happiness, sadness and nonsense with. =(

Just a few hours ago, i was out dinner with 2 friend, we were chit chatting away that, we seems to be unable to know what's the feeling like of being love and to love someone already. And this was true. We lost touch of it.

All that i wanted was just a simple love life or relationship. i never knew that it would be this hard. If i didn't remember wrongly, it caught me so hard that i felt to give up on it as it was so tiring. All ideals GFs that i could have are all attached already and none are left.

I have lots of regrets though.

Now inside SCS le, life in army would be more n more xiong during this period of time as its a specialist course. i really do miss being in a relationship. sigh.

Counting down....

2010-05-23T03:52:00.002+08:00

Today its 23rd alrdy, 11 more days till i'm enlisted to NS. And each single day that jus pass seems to be pointless.. i duno how to put it but, i jus miss you and wanna talk to you that badly. i do not know of what ways i'm able to talk to you. or maybe till the veri day i go tekong alrdy, we probably still wont talk ba. sigh...

shld i carry on or shld i jus back off alrdy? enlighten me.

ytd i jus told janice that when a guy going after a girl, he shldn't show him attitude and signs of emoness, but today here i am, emo-ing away. thinking back, what exactly went wrong? clueless still i am. There are so many possibilities, but i chose not to believe in those.

soh, sis, zw alrdy asleep on the bed except me. hahas dazing onto the com, thinking how was your performance today? =/
Hesitated i was today, whether to go down to support you anot, thinking see you le then? what if you really dun wanna see me/ or tok to me? would i spolit your day and such.

i'm seriously am thinking too much, aren't i? slack my day off at home till go back shop pass uniform and come soh hse. arghhh...

i can't get you off my head. you leave me breathless. really and seriously. =/

Cursed hand. LOLS

2009-12-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

Sigh.. My hand duno is recovering or worsening sia. Its like the patch is spreading.. =.= stupid sia!! idiotic medics who duno how to get blood from me.. RAGHHH!!!

This is my right hand. Blood test was taken at SGH, it wasn't that worse compare to the ones below.

LOOK BELOW!!!

Day 4

Day 4 - Second view.

7th day. look... its like chao ta skin la. =.= Its a biggest Blue black i ever kanna sia.

but it seems not as dark as the past few days..

Please recover soon. Its super pain and i can't lie on it to slp. >.<

Pray for me to recover soon ppl.

hahas.. i miss my keai!! its been decades since i last see her..

I'm late for work today, woke up at 830 whereby i have to rch by 830. I'm super tired for this few days, not sure why also, but aniwae... going to slp now. so bye!

Tired.. Zzzz i need slp.

2009-12-10T15:24:00.004+08:00

Lately have been super tiring. Been to help out in a event of YOG at Singapore Sports School at woodlands for the past 2 days. Went for NS medical checkup, they ask me to go back SGH to get a memo from them stating that my leg injury is fit for NS. .... And here's what happen after the blood test jab again.

Day 1 after jab.

Day 2 after jab.

i begin to wonder why i so suay de. 2 time blood test. both kanna. this blue black or rather blood stuck under my SKIN!! LOLs And my hand got not much strength now.. pain also. stupid medic...

Aniwae this year christmas very jia lat. going to be a poor christmas liao. hahas =.= broke totally.

Changing back, jus like doing a magic.

2009-11-16T11:26:00.003+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, been clubbin twice. drink drank smoke... all this were so not me de things all happen. However, it will end as i'm turning back.
No more of those nonsense. BYE to cig!

SO i shall say this, i'm not a clubber and i won't want to club unless its a celebration or sum what.
But to kelvin bro, will still go once or twice with you, if u really want to go. cos i know i'm at fault now. hahas Sorry!

Woah, my sup still dun wan give me work to do. =.= and my computer has been occupied eversince we move to the new office. cui la. really want me everyday come work watch video, play fb ar??? den like that how i bomb my report sia??? =.= LOL

=)

2009-11-08T14:45:00.003+08:00

Ytd woke up at 1plus, slack at home till 3.30pm den head to childhood fren hse and pass him some games before i head out wifh kelvin soh buddy to town.. Hahas shopping time

Aniwae, bought a pair of shoes, a shirt and got my face cleanser at store. Told jiamei(mummy) in store that i went clubbing ytd and my experience there, she was shock and happy that i did go. Say what i grow up alrdy sia and blah blah blah.

Then, she say this which makes me =.= She say girls dance with you, why you never hold them? she say i stupid sia.. WTF LO!!! what an answer...

Believe it anot readers! hahas, i Seriously didn hold any girls at all. and the reply i get from ppl that i hold them was , why so stupid sia... LOLSHmm anwiae, gonna be eating grass soon alrdy. cannot keep spending unless otherwise..

hahas Today shall jus slack ard at home and etc.

Lazy Monday. =.=

2009-10-26T09:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went to work @ kiehl's, the feeling of working in kiehl's is still as great. doesn't change much. =) But now thinking of having such a long attachment, doesn't seems quite right for me. =/ Zzz Jus hope i wont regret doing this now as there's no way to undo this alrdy.

Last nite rch home ard 1030, had my supper and watch ' Confession of a shopaholics'. Lols, i must say, the guy in the show Hugh Dancy sure looks like Michael Garry, a lecturer in my School. LOLs the way he talk and acts looks exactly like him.
Kind of miss those lesson we have with him though.

Now talking about today.
Firstly, Eugene took his Deepavali leave Today! which makes me super sian to the max, cause with him around, we can talk non-stop if there isn't any work to do. But now, beside waiting for the meeting which i not even sure if there still is. I'm totally bored out. My supervisor doesn't seems to be here for work, and if thats so, it means we will be sitting here doing nth the entire day again. =/ Yawn!!!

Today really feeling super lazy, didn even bother to style my hair and jus when out straight with nth on my hair, no hats, no caps, no wax. LOLS just a messy day today! I keep feeling like slping though, eyes wanting to shut but can't. >.<

Just hope time would end fast today and let me go home and rest, it's psychically torturing to be here at work doing NTH! sigh.

Boring day!

2009-10-21T11:31:00.003+08:00

Back to blog about what's been happening lately.

Wednesday 21/10/2009
Hmm today is seriously super bore. there weren't much things to do either, beside guiding my fellow coursemates on the things in the company. aniwae my throat is like worsening since ytd. super duper pain. And i can forgot about that i shldn't have chicken at all cos it will make u cough more. sigh...

i shall head to Ubi tml to book my FTT tml after work, not sure if it still be open though.

Tuesday 20.10.2009
Today was the first day of our FYP in ST.. LOLS
aniwae work was boring as usual, nth interesting is happening yet. Went to trim my hair at Hougang area with the company of Eugene. Ytd was the most sway day, finish cutting hair liao, den when the auntie blowing dry my hair, there was short circuit at the salon. WTF! with my hair half blown dry half wet. =.= we was alrdy rushing for time as Eugene Gf was alone waiting at Hg MRT station. So i pay and left the salon with a half wet hair. Rush over by cab so shorten ppl waiting time. And we headed to town after which to have dinner with douglas & friends. Went to eat at aston at Dhoby Ghaut The Cathay. Dinner was alright, we sat there chilling and talking crap.

Headed home ard 1030. and headed to bed ard 12pm.

I'm happy with how things seems to be like now. But i'm unsure about certain things as well. hmmm =/ let's just wait and see den. =p

Monday 19.10.2009

Today came to work slightly late, =X help to guide my coursemate who just got attached to the company i'm in.

Oh ya, today is actually is the last day of my internship. lols, And my FYP in the company would be tml onward till MARCH 8.. Its super long!!!!! =.= school dun wan let me go for early holiday! idiot. I wanna get my driving license soon, but i'm lazy to, can someone jus sell me the license? lols

Sunday 18/10/2009

Today went to work at Kiehl's In Ngee Ann city, sales wasn't that good actually, =/ quite sian to see the figures though, aniwae left at 6pm and went Seng Kang Compass to meet Wendy for dinner, she wanted to return the cam to her fren though. Jus slack and chill over there till 9plus and head home.

=.=Zzz

2009-10-14T16:23:00.003+08:00

This is insane. Allow me to tel you guys what i have been doing today?
I went to the other office and watch video, heroes Season 4 esp 5 and bleach esp 241. Kill my time there, my supervisior is on leave and leaving me with nth to do. oh my. here i am rotting at my usual seat at the main office where internet has lots of restriction. =/
Eugene is complaining that i was missing and he was totally bored out as he got lots of documents to do. lolx

I have totally nth to do now. thats why i'm here to blog about nth. I hate office politics, some people just like to backstab ppl and shoot ppl down.
FUCK YOU MAN! you jolly well mine your own business, i tell you. dun make me condemn you to shit.

Can someone tel me what i can do where my seat here faces teh boss, and i cant play my psp at all. To the singers who are out there, can you all please publish more new and nice songs, the music in my phone is getting dead alrdy. =.=

Ytd went out with eugene after work, accompanied him to town, met up with his frens and headed to far east where he and his gf wanted to cut hair. Waited for them at the salon and had dinner after that at ben zhen wanton mee at fareast basement. After which headed over to Ion where another of their fren are shopping over there at UniClo for shirt. shop randomly at 9Plus. LOLS shops are alrdy closing. But they manage to get something though. Headed home after which and there's go one of my day.

^_^

2009-10-13T11:09:00.001+08:00

Yesh, finally. School has agree to let me stay at the company, i will be doing a IP of 6months instead. Currently just waiting for jet to help out in the document and procedure work with the company jiu ok le. =)

I dun have to go back to school to do boring projects. hahas

Ytd work was fine, Henry was happy with the 3D models i did, but i'm still unable to export because lack of the pluggin that cannot be found on the net.

Here i am, blogging away now because i'm so bored here, as there isn't anyting for me to do at all. =/ oh my, i dun wanna stare blank on a com where there is internet but nth to do due to lots of restrictions.

Ytd, after work at attachment, went down to NAC kiehl's to get my hat back, lols bought bubble tea for the 2 colleagues working there. Passed jasmine a belated birthday card which i drew on my FREE time at attachment in the day. lols, i'm really super free.

Went home happily, seenig her smile really melts my hearts sia. but this time round i wont make the same mistakes again. mus stay strong and hard, not to fall that easily and being naive. lols.

FlashBack

2009-10-09T17:08:00.002+08:00

hmm, have been having quite alot of flashback while dazing in front of the com, even last nite dream was also the same.

The dream was about 2 person who i fall for before, all appear in the dream when i dun even wanna rmb them. Makes me go emo...

Jus awhile ago, flashback of 1 person who i dreamt about last nite again. arghh. stop all this nonsense can!!!.

I didn even bother to contact you alrdy becos i trying to stop all myself from getting on you again. and yet again, you initial to msg me and when my replies turn cold, you question me. I know my reply would sure makes you go emo or sumting, which is why i dun wanna contact you, you since you alrdy msg me, why even turn cold on me? =.= And stop saying i'm silly!!

Will be collecting my SD cap at Heeren with the company of Eugene. Thx dude!
Have to rush home after that and pack stuff and rush off to meet the rest at Tampines to head to Sarah birthday chalet. Will be staying overnite.

Its gonna be a busy weekend, cos after sarah chalet on Sat, nite time i have to rush off to another gathering at Liana hse. I will become Zzz..zzzZombie soon.. then here comes Sunday which i have to work at kiehl's. LOLs hope it will be a good day, as mummy is ard. =)

>.<

2009-10-06T12:05:00.002+08:00

Screw this man, ytd i had egg tarts for breakfast, the stupid tarts which makes me had a total monday blue and sick. There are something in my stomach which keep spinning and makes me ill. At first i tot it was my fisherman sweet which i had for days, but den i realise it was the egg tart. FUCK MAN! i didn't realise the egg tart was kept in the fridge since last friday, and it will be spolit. Thus monday morning i oven bake it and make it as breakfast. The taste was alright so i thought there was no problem, but sigh i tink now i kanna food poisoning. and having diahorrea.
i'm still in pain till now. =.=

sigh.. yesterday, went to my uncle's wake, i was so damn sad when i arrived there after the interview at mediacorp and dinner wif gary. Everyone seems so down, i was so helpless and unsure what to do or say. =( wanted to comfort my cousin who i was once close to, but ended up tears start flowing when she approach me and say, my dad like that jiu go off le. T_T i couldn't see my uncle off the last journet today becos of my attachment and my mum dun wan me to skip attachment just becos of my uncle's death.

Nevertheless, i will alwaes miss you and keep u in my heart, i jus wish there were something which i can do for your family.

Today came to work late becos i was attending my uncle's wake till late nite last nite, my supervisior was nice enough to give concerns and allow me to report late for work. Henry thank you for your understanding.

Counting down to 13 days left for my interns here in ST, i'm still asking for extention of my stay here, though life here may be bored, but the ppl here are nice to work with. which makes me rather stay here than heading back to do fyp. jus pray hard that i will be able to stay here. =)

Stop it, dun stack up anymore.

2009-10-02T09:35:00.004+08:00

This news totally ruined my day, and furthermore i will be home alone. sigh

Why did uncle have to pass away? He was always so joyful, alwaes talk to me and joke ard whenever we are at grandma hse. But now, i wont get to see him anymore. ='(

Mum jus visited him at the hospital ytd, he was still alright, who knows that was actually the last time she saw him. I know life and death is part of life, but this sudden news make me hard to accept it. sigh~

Uncle, rest in peace. Your family will be in good hands and taken care of. I miss you.

My family have gone overseas alrdy, hope they have a good and enjoyable trip.
I'm so sad i couldn't go with them. =(

People find me out please!!! lols

Zomg.

2009-09-30T13:56:00.003+08:00

Today was boring la... came in office do testing here and there. so sian. omg! Wanted to play games actually after coming back from lunch, but the developer came here and sit in the room with us. =.= stupid. nvm!! jus wait till finish work den can go play basketball with kel and the rest. LOL so looking forward to it, cause damn long since i last play sia.

Another 3 more hours to go, heh the person who is taking care of time can fast forward the time to 5.59PM not??? lols.

I'm happy to see Kelvin and connie happily together for so long alrdy. going to 5 years le, =) I wanna see them entering the church or something. Its like when i got to know kelvin, he jus got together with connie only, everytime we go play basketball and stuff, she will be there, and knowing unconsiously its alrdy been about 5 years since we know one another. Time really flies. hahas. Brother don't forget ask me to be your BROTHERS when getting marry ya! =)

Weee =) Shopping Spree

2009-09-27T23:33:00.008+08:00

Today went to work at kiehl's like ytd, went out slightly earlier today cos have to go Fourskin to replace my clock, =.= it was spolit after i bought it for 2 weeks, stupid. But the person was kind enough to replace a new one for me, thx you! hahas,

Secondly, went to adidas to get my basketball shoes and a top. LOLS

After which, decided to pop by Sexy diamond to say hi to the person working there, hahas he was so friendly, unfortunately i forgot his name, he was another owner of the shop but he is not Ben. lols in any case jus told him i was randomly looking ard for clothes and he show me this Tee which is not bad. lols so i decided to just buy it since i got less clothings. lols.

Front and back view( Sorry for the blurness, my phone cam sucks) lols

Ytd was happy cos i jus got myself 150bucks for hitting my target! lols. went to work at kiehl's and was pretty happy i did, becos of the free 150bucks of commission. in any case, today was happy as well, hahas cos we hit again. lols

Today work ended pretty late, and i'm all tired out alrdy. tml still got attachment, TIRED!!!!!

And now i got pissed off ppl telling me they going holiday... becos my family is going and i cant go!!! WTH... stupid stupid stupid!

Aniwae going to rest alrdy. bye world.

You msg me in the afternoon, i couldn't reply you becos i was busy working, and now i msg you, there isn't a reply. you know what's my feeling now? none. i feeling numb alrdy. Although i do still like you, but i dislike the life you are leading now. i wanna elope with you to a place where just 2 of us leading a damn simple life. this is perhaps a dream i guess, a dream that i long for.

Tired.

2009-09-25T15:16:00.003+08:00

This is getting boring, i'm doing not alot of things here actually, which bores me out, listen to music, watch videos and blah blah. And i'm doing 3D models randomly. lols

Ytd after work went out to chill awhile with kel and boon they all, tok crap and talk about the past, pretty good though, but the location is damn hot. lols headed home ard 8plus 9 and play dota with them.

Miss her quite abit but what can i do? lols, might be meeting her later in the evening though. but i'm confused how shld i be feeling alrdy. sigh, this haven been bothering that much in this recent days, which seems to be good i guess. sian, i wan $$$. i'm gettin broke alrdy. haven been going shopping for quite awhile alrdy . =( but i need to get my basketball shoes no matter wat. i need more clothings . =/ how how how???

next friday till monday i will be home alone alrdy. sian. mum, dad, 2nd brother went macau for holiday with grandma and grandaunt. =(, alwaes so suay want, mum want bring me along but i got attachment which i cannot skip. sian, twice only, that time hong kong trip wasted becos of stupid H1N1, den now attachment. FUCK LA!!! then my sister working at nite want. cui lo, really home alone ..

Please find me out if can people. i dun want rot at home.

hmmm, i guess i felt more relax now ba..

2009-09-22T16:19:00.002+08:00

After a long weekend which is eventful and help me in a way or two to stop myself from thinking.

Ytd, my mom told me that my uncle who is still unmarried wanna have a son. Cos he will not be getting married at all. So grandma made up the decision of making me the god-son. i begin to wonder now, if i am able to cope, cos i spend lesser n lesser time wif my family alrdy and now got 1 more god-father, not sure if its a good idea though. hahas.

Firstly, i ain't that close wif him, which is why i wonder if its a good idea, although he is my uncle but aiyo, i duno how and what to do, mayb jus let tings go by itself ba. HAHAS. LOLS

Friday after work met up wif the rest of the ppl working in kiehl's at tangs, accompanied Tommy to get his IPOD TOUCH at WheelLock Place. He sure seems happy. hahas

Bought our Dinner at BK and KFC and tabao up to the cinema. Watch Gamer, a nice action show ba, but story-wise, so so only. LOLS in any case enjoy myself that nite, cause its been quite some time since i last catch a movie. hahasHad a great long chat with another buddy also name kevin. LOLS hope tings had been fine for him n his gf.

Saturday was not a good day, i almost cried for god sake, my baby nephew becos his high-fever which leads to temporary FITs. which scare the hell of my whole family. i duno how i shld describe the situation, it was the first time i encounter this and i hope it will be the last time ever that something like that happen in my life again. Seeing my nephew in pain and helpless. i wish i could be in his place at that time. He was sent to the hospital for observation and he is feeling better now. i just want him to be healthier and have a good childhood life and grow up healthly without any problems. =)

Sunday, went to work at kiehl's at tangs, OMG the feeling of working back is good, unlike attachment. hahas perhaps i'm not suitable to be working in office ba. boring lo. LOLS

Anyway, after work went to Tung Birthday chalet. It was fun chilling here and there. stayed over as i was lazy to go home after being there for jus a few hours. Lack of slp there and headed home the next day morning. Hope she enjoyed her celebration ba. =D

Monday, slept till 3plus, den had lunch/dinner den meetup wif xk, wenjie, zb to amk Kpool to play number ball. hahas the feeling was great too. =P

Hmm, haven been contacting her for the past 3 days till she msg me ytd. Thats what everyone wants me to do, but i felt bad. nvm but it prove something though. She just msg me ytd, hahas. But at that time, i felt that it would be better that she didn msg me, then i could jus remain in slient and jus be able to know she doing fine jiu hao. But she did! and so be it.

After ytd conversation with her, i get to know that she has no interest for any1, shld i continue to make her fall for me? or shld i just let it be and carry on with life? i begin to wonder after all that i done, she still couldn't get the message, does it mean what i did was for nth? hahas this is funny. In any case, i have decided not to be bother so much by it. cos i dun see a point to that, as long as that "brother" of hers is still ard, i will feel uncomfortable. And in matter of facts, ytd before we hang up the fone she told me she met up wif her "brother" again today, which spolits my mood again. =.= sigh~

I jus wanna go out and chilled out more with my frens and play more! i don't wanna lead a boring life!

=/ shld i be happy or sad?

2009-09-15T20:21:00.004+08:00

hahas, i guess i'm turning from silly to stupid and soon to the world stupidest person ever.

The tings you told me, shld i be happy to hear or sad?

i feel like laughing at my own stupidness.

The day that i drop tears for you, would be the end of everyting. It would also be the beginning of the new me, a whole different me, not the same person ever.

Keai, you told me not to ever change my characters, i hope i can do as you say, but i beginning to wonder alrdy.

The sweetest tings that happen to me in this few years was a dream i had last nite, i dreamt of you keai.

It will only be a memories in my heart forever, although i know it won't happen, but it seems so true and real. hahas but you won't get to know. hahas

Monday blue

2009-09-14T17:23:00.004+08:00

Today really bored, did my animation finally, no interruption of any work coming in. But the office is damn cold today, and becos i saw that sunny sun in the morning i didn bring my cardigan with me. damn it! My colleague is still saying he is feeling hot despite having a fan in the room alrdy. woah, what's worst is he on max!!! cui! my hands are all shaking alrdy. =.=
Tel him its cold alrdy, but he ignore me. wth!

Half an hour more till work dismiss. Hope time pass faster!!

Ytd went back home in the morning from connie's hse, decided to go east coast park wif her family one, but becos it was delay, and i needed to meet sum1 else in the noon so decided not to rush here n there. Sorry connie and peeps! will go another day ya, but the sad ting is Kel bro didn check the bike properly and he had a super duper FALL!! super jialat!!!

I went to his hse last nite to pass him L4D game and get my phone charger back, saw his bandages and etc, damn jia lat!! Maybe if i was there, it won't happen liao! hahas cos i more careful!! lmao k la recover soon.

Out wif her for a short awhile, it was pleasant jus 2 of us shopping ard, accompany her get some DIY stuff that she wanna make. Now i jus cant wait for our next meeting.

In any case, i have alrdy make up my mind alrdy, i will care nothing else but to treasure every single moment i have with her, even if her last decision is not me, i will have no regret.

Have give a serious thought about it, so just waiting patiently for her to make up her mind who to allow to able to enter her heart. But in the meantime, i just hope i wont be controlled by my emotions again when hear certain stuff.

Perhaps this will be the last fall that i must have before being able to learn and pick myself up again. thx to all my frens and brothers who listen to my prob! Really appreciate alot!

Crazy ride!!!

2009-09-10T10:55:00.004+08:00

Lately had been really tired. lack of slp and been out late.

My leg injury checkout report out alrdy, thankfully there's nth wrong with my bones. but i saw one of my toe crooked, it makes me feel like my toe dislocated. =( i wish there's a way to treat it though.

In any case, the other injury worst. have to go physiotherapy. =.= wth. spend like 120bucks in the hospital for checkup, x-ray and bloodtest.

And f-ing idiot, my arm now having a big patch of blueblack due to bloodtest.
I didn't even know it until like ytd when i took off my jacket and my fren was like, you went fighting with who??? lols

See its crazy rite, screw the nurse who took the jab, it still hurts like crazy till now! =(

Last nite was seriously crazy, Hong Zhi came to pick me up and we went travelling ard SG. lols

He drove me home to change den drove to NYP to meet mopeng and junhao. They drove bike, while me and hong zhi are in the car.

Mopeng and Junhao went back home to put their stuff and we headed over to ada prata at Seragoon area to have some snacks, after which both of them was lazy to drive bike so went back to put their bike and we went to pick them up.
Headed to Marina Barrage to chill awhile and then we decided to go explore a area named Keppel Bay, didn't really found that place though. so we headed over to Chinatown after spinning a few areas there. Had poriddge there and we decided to go dou feng. Went changi airport spin a round and headed over to changi village. spin another round and we headed to the beach nearby to slack.

Try driving the car though. it was fun i mus say. LOLS then headed to sengkang anchorvale CC awhile and headed to Yishun Den. See See here and there then headed home. Rch home ard 3plus. ZOMG! I woke up like 8 in the morning today and i was late for work.

And fuck ytd that i was rushing to meet hongzhi and i fucking took the office meeting room key home!!!! lols

but manage to cab down in time to open the room.. =.= now super sian, feel like zombie and slping throughout lo. Hope time fly past Fast.!!!

Is there something more or isit just a cru**?

2009-09-07T09:43:00.004+08:00

hmm, i just hate myself at times,
I alwaes believe that when u like someone, you shld alwaes be super nice and super sweet to that particular person, but i seems to be wrong alwaes. treating the person i like to be so superb that i lost myself out.
People had alwaes told me not to fall into love easily, but can i? i just can't, i just cant ba like other guys who are able to hook the girl's appetite, because that ain't me.

Which is why i do hate myself cause i'm unable to do that at times, Everytime when i like someone and want to be with her, i would just put my heart and soul into it. And often because of that i'm unable to really be with that somebody. why is this so? i do not have any answer to it.
Isit my perception wrong or isit no1 knows how to appreciate it?

Somehow i really wish that i could like reconstruct myself again.
some people say when you wooing a girl, is like a war, and you should never fight a war without being able to win it. i know thats true.

Some people also say that 男人不坏，女人不爱。But i dun wanna believe in that.
Must things really be that good guys won't be able to get any girls, if it is why are girls out there still saying good guys doesn't exist anymore? i'm not trying to boast myself up, but jus merely saying the facts.

My manager told me that at times guys have to be bad, like that girls may like you more, but i just can't help not to be bad. i believe treating ppl nice shld be the right way. sigh... fuck this upside down world. This things makes me feel like as if i'm the odd one out weirdo living here.

Can i jus pray that things wont result in the other way round?

imu!

X_X

2009-08-31T15:24:00.004+08:00

Guess What, i almost got caught again dozing off by my colleagues while waiting for the GM to come, =.= They didn not come. sigh. make me wait there so long, cos we were told to standby, but i jus merely close my eyes for 5 mins, den my colleagues came in and say might not the demo alrdy. ARGH!!! almost hai me gt fired!..

Sigh, regret going for a jog when my leg injury was feeling better, now the condition seems like worsen alrdy. WTH!!!

But i do enjoy the jog last nite, though now my legs muscles aching all over, hahas
It has been quite awhile since i last went for one. =)

Did lots of thinking i actually wonder why, hope i wont be fallen too deeply into it, but everytime say only, Cfm will fall deep deep wan. sigh!!! just hope its worthwhile ba.

Lately, keep wanting to drown myself in music songs, which makes me wonder if 1 day my phone not with me, how will i become, becos my songs are all inside. lols

=/

2009-08-30T01:37:00.003+08:00

Hmm, its been sometime since i last update my blog.

Hadn't been nth much recently beside shifting my current workplace to a meeting room where i can go msn n stuff, but still boring. ~~

Recently met this someone who seems special in a way or two. Its first time someone like that i met though, i hope its a miracle that is about to happen to me. =) i have been thinking of that someone lately, cant just leave my fone on sight for a moment, =p hahas . Hope things will turn out better .

>.<

2009-08-19T20:31:00.004+08:00

Today really sit in front of the com and do my 3D modelling thoughout the entire day there. Rarely leave my sit even, lucky today finish the model le, tml will be just doing some texturing only.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sigh, of all thing come this right chest pain. Scaring the shit out of me cos i not sure if its heart pain or wat. Not sure what to do also. =( fuck man, am i going to die? how come i nv working out also get pain all over my entire body ? WTF is going on?????

bore, bore, bore...~~~

2009-08-17T14:26:00.002+08:00

Jus finish rendering the pictures and submitted to supervisior, he ask me to be on standby in case there's need for changes. So i am waiting now, there's nth for me to do at all now. wanna slp but can't. And And the GM walk pass me when i was about to lower my head. LOLS, scare me to hell sia. lucky i act doing head excerise den he smile at me. O_O hahas

I hope someone can give me a good good suggestion n tel me what to do under this condition.
I have computer which are being restricted to use MSN, social Networking site like FB and friendster, No audio and video playback on Web. No chatting on website as well, even tagboard on blogs also cannot go. Can play webgames but alwaes gt ppl walk past my desk. HOW HOW!!! DO WHAT SIA... I DO 3D modelling until want slp already. Can say i do computer screen tanning. cos its purely jus put my eyes on computer and do nth.!!! =/

This makes me monday BLUE lo.

15/08/2009 + 16/08/2009 Saturday + Sunday

Today woke up pretty early as was awoke by my bro. He's leaving to Malacca with jasmine for a holiday trip. =) good for them, seeing them so loving and etc. Enjoy ur trip ya!!!

Another reason for waking up early was becos had to head to polyclinic to checkup for my leg, no improvement though. The doctor see awhile den say refer me to specialist at SGH. hmm have to go for a appointment on 08/09/2009. After finish consulting the doc, accompanied my mum in to her turn for consultation. Mum actually forgot to take her medication and when the doc take her blood pressure, it was high. Thus have to return there 2 weeks later for another checkup.

After finishing the checkup and blah blah blah, accompany my mom to help grandma to buy some stuff nearby our hse den head home le.

Had my dinner and then head over to suntec by bus to see and cheer for Kelvin & Connie team for suntec dance 2009 competition. They manage to advance to the next stage. Congratz ya! Jia You and keep up the good work!

We had dinner at pasta mania and walk ard suntec before heading back.

Ard 8/9plus, headed to Connie'e hse to gt Kel's laptop and cab back to my hse to get my hse den head to his hse. LOLs was rushing out in the afternoon thus forget to take my specs along with me.

Went over to stayover to kel hse, wanted to chat wif him initialy, but seeing him so tired so decided to drop that idea. Had a couple round of Dota game with him on garena. Reason for going his hse was for pure slacking ard. Slept at 3plus as both of us are really tired, if not can play will morning. LOLs

Woke up the next morning at ard 12plus and started to dl apps for my phone. den another few games of Dota and den watch some videos on youtube. Headed home ard 9pm after shower.

=D

2009-08-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

Eversince the 4th week of attachment, i have been having more n more time to come blog le. lols
sometime the work here can be extremely boring, especially when the supervisior is not here. Totally can say face com do nth. And when that happen, i will tink of going msn and find ppl chat.

I'm now hoping that we will receive news that we will leave to the new office early so that there wont be so much restricition. I'm now looking forward to everyday event. Wonder what will it be like and etc. Hope that that ting can keep me motivated! =P

i'm indeed slowly finding my way back into ____. Pray for me ya?
Duno y still, bro told me that ting that day on the phone when i wasn't tinking of that, heh bro what do u tink i am sia? know me so long le still tink that i'm that kind of person meh??? idiot.

Oh ya! This coming saturday is Kelvin and Connie Dance competition @ Suntec! jia you ar!! Ppl who like hiphop can go down and watch and give support ya? =)

=/

2009-08-12T08:45:00.003+08:00

Woah its going to be a long day already.

Firstly, my partner is not here with me in the office which leaves me alone at my desk. Sianz.
This is getting boring already. Now left to work, work, work. 3D modelling and nth else. yawnzzz

Suddenly got the urge to go msn n see whose online to chat with. but access is not allow here. =_=

ciaoz then, gtg work le. =(

hmmm =/

2009-08-11T20:55:00.001+08:00

I'm thinking should i or should i not?
i'm not sure of myself n doesn't have much confident... hmmm sigh.. dead tired today! turning in early. nite world!

Fun, Busy, Tiring!

2009-08-11T10:19:00.001+08:00

10/09/2009 Sunday

Today woke up ard 10plus, couldn't even slp later. =.= but was feeling quite energentic after waking up. Was awaken by my brother who kept moving in and out of the room, so ya. Woke up le decided to ask him pack his stuff and clear the stuff on the floor in our room! couldn't stand the messiness in the room at all. And now it is much neater, decided to go oout to shop for a wall clock.

Went out with kel, connie and kame(connie's fren) to shop ard town cos connie get to drive again. lols =) so met up with kel at sengkang and connie pick us up there as she went swimming with her fren earlier on. Went bugis first cos went the wrong road the town and exited at wrong exit. Kame and connie bought stuff le and we headed to town.

Kelvin went to braid his hair @ Far East Plaza is super DOPE and COOL la, sort of suits him now, he is now longer a lion king but a "Allen Iverson" now plus a cool hip hop dancer. hahas =)

Jus Started.

Hang in there bro. i know very pain, Cos your scalp turn red alrdy.

Its done soon! jus one last step.

Headed over to Pasta mania and have our dinner there and rush over to Heeren to get kame Num Havanas cos they having a last day 2 items @ 50%. So decided to help her by getting 1 havanas for myself as well.

Headed to 4Skins to get the wall clock that i saw before which cos me 90bucks. lols but its worth it la cos i wanted it.

This is the clock i bought. Bloody hell, sort of gt scam, cos couldn't hook onto the wall. Cal the shop and check alrdy. They told me their display could hang and gt the hole to hook becos for repair purpose.. WTH!!!

hahas. aniwae the day was half spolit when i saw that bitch in 4skins. =.= didn wish to see her and her stupid ex there. WTH! waited behind her frens summore during the queue for payment and when heading over to meet kel they all at NUM they were there too. Argh!! but was alrite after awhile. hmmm...

Heh dun turn the pipe. Ppl need water la.!!!

We catch another movie again, we watch hangover @ cineplexes. it was hilarious and nice. So do catch it ya? =p

Went back home ard 12plus and decided to hop on to bed after bath at ard 1plus. But couldn't get to slp, duno y though. Did some crazy and stupid stuff to make myself asleep. So this is wat i did, the whole procedures, I hop on to bed trying to slp, was thinking it was quite warm so on the air-con. After turning here and there, still not asleep and i felt that i was more energetic than b4. =.= So was thinking perhaps i was too cold to get to slp. so Off the air-con and try again.

There was a moment i thought i was dreaming that i couldn't slp in my dream. SO wth and funny. =p So i decide to make my eyes tired by playing game on my fone. But to no improvement. And i actually did this, on the fan to the max and put my eyes in front of it. Allowing the wind to blow into my eyes to make it tired. But still no improvement.

Damn pissed off, i have to wake up early in the morning to report for work @ 830a.m. and i still couldn't get to slp when its already 3.plus a.m. WTH!!! i was thinking i would eventually either be late for work or go to work feeling damn tired and shag. But due to respect to the ppl there and also putting my grading of attachment to concern i decided that i shldn't be late for work, so here i am feeling damn shaggy and tired. Couldn't really start my work at all. Hopefully the 1hr break will give me some energy. yawn!!! Zzz

08/09/2009 Friday + 09/09/2009 Saturday

Today met up with Kel to woodland there to see Connie and her dance group performance for the Pre-national day celebration. After which rush back to connie's hse and put down our stuff. We were thinking of wathcing a midnight show cos connie could drive us out. So i check online for seatings for the Show G.I. Joe. The show was superbly nice. =D We enjoy watching it. However the seats at Causeway point cathay wasn't that comfortable. Having a long time seating there will cause u backpain. We watch till 2plus and headed back to connie's hse to rest.

Awhile later or shld i say less than 5 mins, kel took the mahjong table in and we started mahjong. Though i was qute reluctant to play cos of being overly tired. lols Pull myself throughout the game and finally manage to finish the game in the morning 5plus. A.M. Damn shag. Slept awhile till ard 12plus and woke up le. Connie went off for her meeting with her dance group for another preformance at Sembawang.

Waited quite long for their turn to perform, I must say that their organising skills sucks. Everything delay and even the money they suppose to get on that day also couldn't take? Is like so WTF. Make us waited there after the performance like idoits. No1 dare to approach them to ask again. Other groups In-charge, of their own performance demand the ppl to pay them cash straight. and to us he told us run of petty cash and there were miscommunication and blah blah blah. Damn idiotic.!! shitty ass! i think next time no1 will ever wan to perform for them again.

After the long waiting. i headed home despite kel trying to persuade me to Connie hse again for pizza. Was damn shag so decided to head home to have a good rest.

Everything was fun and i enjoy myself to the max when i'm out with them. =)

>.<

2009-08-07T15:40:00.001+08:00

07/08/2009 Friday

Hmmm.. Today did nth much beside doing someting for the task given, but it seems that there is lack of something leh. Can't find out what it lacks still. =/ Getting bored now leh, tink even got msn also might be bored. hmmmmm!!! sian ar... kelvin bro and connie sis all busy with their dance cos gt competition at Suntec next sat.

Nowadays after work jiu head home le, wat a boring life lo. reali damn sian. ppl find me out leh! lols but mus interest me ar! hahas

Oh ya forget to post this. Mom is damn nice, she is going to buy me n bro a wall closet and its coming tml i tink. It cost quite abit though $2K-plus, i decided to give my part of mayb 500 i tink. Though not alot but jus wanna help to lighten the burden.

Still gt 2 more hours to go. yawn. Can't wait to get out of here, cos gt to pack my stuff.
Zzzz

I miss everyone at Kiehl's, Very long nv go back le, due to tight schedule. Hope they are doing fine and kel bro they all doing fine for their dance practices. =) Cya soon ya?

Woo-hooo

2009-08-06T15:19:00.001+08:00

06/08/2009 Thursday

Had been having this kind of tired feeling lately, keep wanting to fall asleep during work, but have to persevere no matter wat. sigh. Back home now, keep going to bed ard 10pm, don't even have the strength to stay up late now. =_= so unlike me la.

Eversince ytd, i have been working on dual monitor PC. hahas, borrow and unused monitor and pluck into my CPU, this is becos i doing modelling work, and following tutorial so have to use 2 monitor. Here's a preview of what i did.

First rendering of my starting work.

Second render with some stones.

Third render with stones and mist.

Hope you all can see the differenes. Different angle.

Hahas quite impress of what i did, though is learn from some other ppl from tutorial. But being able to do that is impressive le lo. hahas now moving on to the next stage le.. But can't say much. =X

A random work that i did with jingwu.

Did this sharingan eyes during free time in my attachment here.

Did this sharingan eyes also during some free time here.

Lucky today gt things for me to do, if not i will fall asleep again. hahas.

I want to go shop soon, i wanna watch movie. =(

Next sat gt bro dance competition, sunday gt to work @ kiehls. xiong sia. tiring week soon.

What is this feeling?

2009-08-03T12:37:00.000+08:00

03/08/2009 Monday

Today is the beginning of my 5th week of attachment at ST Electronics. The people here are friendly and nice. But the workload here can be boring though. Hopefully interesting stuff start to come in ba, if not life here will really be miserable.

Now lunchtime le, but i stay in, as i ate mom prepared breakfast. My colleagues and jing wu all went out for lunch le.

So now decided to blog, Ytd went to kel hse and play mahjong and dota, he damn lucky. We play 3-man mahjong ytd cos gt only me, zw n kel. Kel won 23bucks, zw lost 16 n i lost 7, but kel was nice to let me pay him 4 bucks. lols.. next time den treat u back ya? lmao

Last night didn slp early, which causes me to be half awake now. tired...

Listen to my phone music b4 i went to bed. had this thought out of sudden.

"What is the feeling of liking someone?" i asked myself.
i couldn't answer suddenly. But i know if you like someone, the person's feeling will affect you and you will treat the person super nice no matter what.

I have this feeling in heart, i fallen out of love. People ard me say is becos the right one haven appear. At times, i though so too, but now I have this weird weird feeling. I suddenly don't like being single. Though i keep telling ppl single also good. sigh. Jus what's wrong with me?

Being alone when friends are not ard makes me aimless and pointless to live. Yes, i agree there are still family members, but time spend with them is different. The feeling is different.

I don't know what i'm writing also. Perhaps they are just rubbish. Jus feel like venting it out.

I thought of the past relationship i had. Though they are short, but sweet. I know i was the bad guy, but back then my thinking is so childish and foolish, it cannot be entirely my fault rite?. If only my thinking was more mature in the past, perhaps i wouldn't hurt them. But now asking for a second chance from them is as impossible as reaching for the sky. *laugh at myself..

Furthermore, already been so long le, what's more can i say?

If tings can be reverse, some things might be nice, but at times it might not be, for instance, the girls zui you instead. lols what am i thinking?

sigh. sigh. sigh.

=|

2009-08-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

01/08/2009 Saturday

Today had been a tiring day. duno y. perhaps becos i'm sick ba. Stayed home the whole day feeling helpless and aimless. sigh.

what an boring day!

2009-07-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

27/07/2009 Monday

Today really monday blue sia, though nth matters make which makes me feel so, but the tireness and the work today bores me out to the core which makes me damn tired. and i almost doze off sia. oh my. sigh, 40mins more till dismissal. cant't wait for it to come sooner. =.=

where r u? when will find me sia. =/

Tiring day

2009-07-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

23/07/2009 Thursday

Pass 4 days had been tiring. Work at attachment was so-so. Been modelling from morning till dismiss from work. lols how tiring can it be rite? u try facing com from 8.30 to 6pm, in between rest for an hour. lmao it will strain ur eyes sia. Cant be help though.

Jus 1 ting i wanna say. i dun like network marketing kind of stuff. So dun come find me for that. sry jus cant help.

22/07/2009 Wednesday

Happy Birthday Aloy!

^_^

2009-07-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

17/07/2009 Friday

Another week of attachment passed, had been quite busy though, but fun! Had a great time learning 3D max. Currently modelling some stuff for the assignment being tasked to me=), now i regret not modelling well during sch moledues. cos i tink i did better now den in sch. hahas lol

Hmm shag sia. leg injury came back suddenly. sigh. now chest also feeling aching and pain, dun even know y? guess tml will have go for x-ray like what mom suggested ba. I seriously hope nth wrong, if not i dun need to play anymore liao. =/

going to play dota with bro soon. haven been contacting any1 becos of my busy schedule and partly becos of my leg injury that i dun feel like going out, beside going to work for attachment.

till then. shall update again when i free during my working time. lols

Total boredoom! who can understand better?

2009-07-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

10/07/09 Friday

Finally got over the first week of attachment, hmm i tink is because its the first week thats y there ain't anyting much for us to do. However, after sharing with the ppl in the company what we did in sch. we are currently helping them to do a mobile game according to their theme to suit into their project, its confidential to the project though so can't say much. Finally gt what we did this few days to load on mobile fone. But still gt some minor ting to solve though.

Now researching on other stuff till i wanna fall asleep liao, so decided that come here type type blog awhile to kill some time. 2 hrs more till dismiss from work liao. yawn!

Keep dropping head sia, mus drink sumting to keep myself from awake. Ytd, Dr. Foo, a lecturer from my school came to visit us to make the first liasion officer meeting. He to us that we cannot slack or show that we are slping, if the company happen to see it, we will be dead as being fail from sip. WTH! ... However, i hope that can extend my attachment here to 6 months from 3 and a half month. In order to do that, we must have a project that they issue to us to do. Hopefully there is one. Cos if do major project no pay plus have to go school, though i duno what is the topic of the major project, it may be interesting it may be not. But here gt pay and a few months more there will be slightly more freedom than now le. so why not rite? hahas summore can learn abit more of working in the industry.

But i doubt i will actually carry on in this unless there is sumting that really interest me.
hmm... currently waiting cong ming's call, cause i need help on mobile ting. lols hope he dun cal after 6 though. cos i will be out of here by then... Thats all for work..

Looking forward to sunday gathering with cousins at kbox in town. Tonite might be going to kel's hse to stay over to play or sumting. at the same time, i'm tinking if i shld go town to get my skincare products, cos its finished alrdy. =/

Still searching for that sum1, hmmm sianz... shall blog again soon ba.

=.=||| SIAN!

2009-07-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

07/07/2009 Tuesday

Today is the second day of my attachment, hmm expected of a government company. camera phone are banned, msn, fb all banned! oh my god, wonder if i'm able to survive there. And i wonder how the ppl there survive too. lols
Didn do much work though, was just preparing the PCs making sure they have the required software and stuff today. tml might be the official start as we will be brief more on what we will be doing. lols Since cant use so many tings on the web, i really hope can start work soon. cos its pretty boring there. lols And damn hell i'm sitting damn near the vice president of the company. WTH!!! damn suay, i hope can change seats soon.
Leg is pain as usual decided to do sumting abt it finally. So asked dad to fetch me to bedok to treat my leg, but i didn noe they close at 5.30. wasted my trip there, send my coursemate home as he stay near there den head over to opposite my hse to treat it.

Needles are being poked into my leg. 3 of them with wires attached to it. The physician den on electri current. =(

The feelings is like a massager massaging the leg. lols
hope really can recover den i can play basketball again soon. However, i doubt can go for napfa test liao.

Slacking

2009-07-03T15:26:00.000+08:00

03/07/2009 Friday

Went out early to bishan to collect my contact lens as they are finishing, rch bishan stadium setup everyting and here i am feeling bored.

Oh my, there nth to do, slacking at a room using friends laptop to go online, =/. Reasons to this boredoom is because there isn't much work to do as all IT stuff are operating well. lols

Beside sitting here, chatting playing, nth much to do really.
Jus being random at bishan, saw this girl who is not bad-looking so i told the other guys abt it. LOLs then the supervisior start talking cock, suddenly all the others revert everyting to me, saying i like the gal. =.= i was jus merely feeling bore and giving random comments, den they keep asking me to approach that girl. hmm however i did not. cos i feel there isn't a need to do so. unless i'm really interested in her. But well i'm not, hahas

Now still gt 5 hrs till dissmissal, shall wait to then. Tml is my cuzzie, Elieen birthday chalet, will be popping over to hangout with them. =)

Missing you so much, but there isn't a use i tink, cos u will never be mine.

What if I were to.....

2009-07-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

01/07/2009 Wednesday

Lying on bed now blogging on my phone again. Thinking of everything, perhaps initially I shouldn't even have initiated anyting at all, den maybe I won't be feeling so shitty alrdy. If only things could have turn out better, how nice could it be?

Suddenly though of this, what if 1 day I were to disappear? Would any1 even notice I'm gone? Would any1 even bother?
I know my family would bother n notice, but will that sum1 out there notice? I'm clueless, suddenly have the feel to drink n hope that I could be drunk and forget everything and restart my life. Sigh.

Next week attachment, an I have to have a non-camera phone. Sigh, need to find a phone again. Stupid, damn bloody stupid! Hopefuly life there would be easy.
Getting tired alrdy, shall slp now, everything in my mind there is only her. Do u noe? Even if u do, there's isn't much u can do either. Sigh~

30/06/09 Tuesday

Today as the first day of Asian youth games, my duty was posted to bishan stadium where the atheletes gathered. Reported at 1pm to help out with the setup of the media room n ops room, however when rch things were alrdy done by the full time volunteers. Thus, we slack there. There isn't much things to do throughout though, most of the configurations were done alrdy.

During one of the breaks we have, we saw this guy who is doing the pole vault event. He had alrdy won first with the height of 4.5m, but continued to break higher heights records. Not bad though, he tried 4.61m, 4.75m, 4.81m, 4.91m. Sadfully to say, he ended with 4.81m as his best records, as 4.91m he couldn't took it off.

After which slack all the way till 8plus den head home. Tml have to report at 1230pm. =_= tiring siol!

=.=

2009-06-28T15:08:00.000+08:00

28/06/2009 Sunday

Stayed home again today, gt nowhere to go though it was meant to be a 'holiday' for me over ytd,today and tml. But i guess, it going to be jus slacking at HOME ba. sigh~

Starting this coming tues till friday, going to be over @ Bishan Stadium to help out in AYG liao. Damn it! i'm so not looking forward to it. After this week, then going to start attachment liao.
=_= Totally sian. Sumhow i miss working @ Kiehl's Wif mummy and the others. =(. Miss them much though.

Jus an hr ago, i lay on the bed and my mind was totally blank, didn know what to do. Seriously! Can say totally bored out till even wanna throw the com away, there's nth much to do than to hang out outside with frens.

I feel like screaming my lungs out.

i'm NOT being EMO, i just duno what to do!

O_O

2009-06-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

28/06/2009 Saturday

Can't believe that i stayed home the entire day, had not even step out of the hse at all.
Didn't do anyting much at all beside jus slacking at home in front of the computer, wat the hell! so zai nan- aliked, cannot stand it!!! Watch zhong ji san guo esp 18 today, played a couple of dota games, took a short nap, had great dinner cooked by sister today. Thats about the whole day event i did. =/ Didn get to slp peacefully during my nap thx to my adorable nephew who is at my hse, LOL!

The song 住在心里面 by 吴克群 lyrics are so true.
我的心它开了门你自然住进去.
You went into my heart so naturally and i couldn't even resist. Love is indeed unpredictable isn't it?

Miss you!

Random

2009-06-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

26/06/2009 Friday

Lying on the bed rite now, typing on my phone to blog.
Have totally no idea of what I'm thinking rite now??
Who would understand me better? Is there anyone? =/
Disappointed I am, happy I am! Nothing much I can do,
Helpless I am, foolish perhaps I am.
I only wish n hope, who would know what I'm referring to?

My only wish is you.
Mind filled with your images, there's only you n nth else.

Great day!

2009-06-25T20:01:00.000+08:00

25/06/2009 Thursday

Today went to school in a red or rather hot pink(thats what my frens say the colour was) Tee with the printing " You Can't Touch This", and a black berms, along with shades and the straw hat. hahas quite a sunny day though, have the sentosa feel. hahas =)

Today went to school to have BSCG test, test wasn't really well done i tink. Quite a number of questions anyhow bomb the answer though. =p.
After which marked my attendance for MGPG lessons. went to gaud lab to carry on on GAUD project. GAUD project was having a good progress, almost done i must say. thx to jia hao and CM for the help and guidance.

There are certain stuff that i have on mind which is kind of fustrating. =/
I understand that i shouldn't be so, but sum tings are just cant be help.
I seriously hope things will turn out great.)

Tiring day

2009-06-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

21/06/2009 Sunday

Today was Father's Day! Happy Father's Day DAD!!!

Today was awoke by keai sms. Sigh.. She's sick. =( heard of tats makes me worry cos she going to be alone at home i tink. no1 to takkaire of her. Supposingly we are meeting today for dinner, but well she's sick so wanted her to rest at home instead!

Ke lian de keai couldn't join her family at her grandma place for steamboat. =X

Was pretty tired though i slp till 10am. but after replying keai sms, fall back to slp again. Then brother, kelvin called and ask me where's the nearest macdonald at my place. =.= bloody hell! LOLs dun wan let me slp sia GOD!!!

Aniwae gt off from bed and washup. Ate Zhu Chang Fen that mum prepared and start watching a show that Poh Boon intro,"终极三国" a funny and lame show though. but nice! so watch till 2 plus and gt prepare to get to TJ's hse to finish our BSCG project! weather was warm and i couldn't concentrate much. TJ's Mum is really nice alwaes ask me want eat this wan eat that. hahas. Wanted to rush home to help celebrate Father's Day but well, Project held me up and i couldn't make it. Will make it up for DAD.

Wonder how's keai now, haven gt a reply since evening time. Hope she's slping and resting well on bed! Recover soon ok?

Next week will be the last week of school for me, and i can't help to tink of getting over it quick! hahas. But follow up would be Asian You Games Volunterring Services and Attachement le. =/ Not sure if i'm going to be happy or will it going to be a packed days to come liao. Hopefully will be free to accompany all my frens and able to meet up wif keai PLEASE! .

Oh ya haven posted this! THIS is really GREAT! my attachment is at ST ELECTRONICS @ YCK, which is beside Kelvin hse. LOLs this is convenience as its near my hse though. And when kelvin heard about it he was damn bloody happy! i alrdy knew it though, cos it would be even convenience for him as he can ask me over to pei him after my work at ST. LOLS ppl who know him will know his reaction after i told him my attachment place ba. At least, thats wat i tink. LOLS

But was quite happy not just that, its that highly chances i wont touch programming! hahas. wooohoo!!!

i shall sign off here, going to carry on to watch my show. hahas =) takkaire keai and rest of my frens!

i miss keai ALOT!!!!

Happy Birthday KEAI

2009-06-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

19/06/2009 FRIDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAI!!!
Miss you, i hope to see you real soon ya? =)
I'm happy that we going to meet like on Sunday for dinner. XD

2009-06-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

18/06/2009 Thursday

Went to school in the afternoon and meet Mindy and Jac in school to do MGPG, Didn't do much though. When leaving sch at ard 7, Jac say gt feel to watch Movie, so we went to Tampines MAll To watch movie. Mindy suggested to watch drag me to hell.

The show was rated PG, it was just horror movie though. Nothing in particular scary, but the noise are disturbing. Jac gt frighten at most part of the show, ahahas and mindy was like laughing throughout. LOLS. I was not scare and just sat there and watch throughout. There was a part where the man was possessed, he was dancing like a joker. LOL the face was damn funny as well! Left the cinema at 10plus and rch home at 11plus. Was pretty tired though, but nevertheless happy that recently have been toking with that sum1. =) hope things can continue as it is now.

17/06/2009 Wednesday

Went out with Kelvin and Connie to Town, met them down at Far East. Weather was supremely hot and was lazy to take bus & train, so decided to take cab down.

Kelvin was shopping at BigFthing, he bought a sweat pants for dance and also bought connie a Tee.

After which, went to SEXY DIAMOND! at HEEREN. The shareholders of the shop was really friendly and crappy. I crap with them and they even pei he me sia. LOLS

Stayed at the shop to look around and ask for some information regarding the brand. hahas.
Was confused whether to buy kelvin birthday present there, cos quite ex. He saw 1 Tee which is black with red wordings font, "SEXY DIAMOND BASIC APPARREL". Asked him to try it and he like it. So i jus bought it for him. He was Damn bloody Happy! But glad he like it.

Look at His FACE!

Connie don't wanna look at the CAMERA. LOLS

The Yellow Banana Couple. =X

After which went to TJ hse to continued on our project. Left his place ard 11plus, and went back home.

Fun days

2009-06-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

13/06/2009 Saturday

Past few days had been accompanying my bros, kelvin! went to his hse to stay over couple of days. Had been slacking abit here n there, as now is the start of the 2 weeks break, after which we will be doing our final presentation and small class test on the following week. sian. sch term will be over soon and internship will follow by. =.= not sure if i will be looking forward to it or not. Aniwae went to kelvin hse and slack throughout, from tues to thursday.

On thursday we went to thomson CC to play basketball with boon, owee, ray, zw. was quite a fun day though, we went at 2pm. I must admit that the sun is scorching hot! all of us gt burnt and we gt tanner. LOL gt sum sunburnt on my face though. hahas but well, haven been going to sentosa with sam and gary they all, and i 'm starting to miss them alrdy! becos of sch work, i cant really head out. sigh.

Went back home on thurday nite as i was dead beaten and couldn't afford to ton another day at kelvin's hse.

Friday, 12/06/2009

AYG training was cancelled. Yipee!

Kelvin and connie planned a 1 day trip to gather and have fun with poh boon, aloy and others. =) A fun day indeed. Well, we couldn't booked a BBQ pit at east coast, thus we had a backup plan which is to go bowling, alot of us didn't bowl for years. So it is a good time to catchup wif bowling =). We went to Yishun Safra to bowl.

Here's some pictures that i took though, not really clear as it was taken with my fone.

All of us chilling and waiting for our turn to bowl.

Look Connie just finish her first ball.

So now ther second one!

And she released the ball...

Woooo. A SPARE! good job done! =)

Aloy turn next!

After a couple of games, we decided to head back to Ang Mo Kio for Left4Dead games. As we gt 8 person, we could split our team equally and had a verus game! shiok! =)

Play for like 2 hours, we began to hungry as we haven had our dinner. However, there is food waiting for us at KELVIN's hse. Kelvin's mom help us prepare steamboat. THANKS AUNTIE!

The food was great and every1 ate till we are full! All of us stayed overnite at kelvin's hse and chilled. After finish eating and cleaning up, we head to kel's room and start our drinking games. A quite fun nite i must say.

I just gt home from kelvin's hse about 2 hours ago only, ton the whole nite and didn't slp much so slept in the morning till 4-5plus. slack over there till 8plus den left for home. Now i mus get back to work alrdy, to continue my project from where i left off.

I miss keai, haven seen her for like years. =( hope we can meet up soon. =)

Tiring day again!

2009-06-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

05/06/2008 FRIDAY

Today went to sch at 11a.m. tot Jac they all having lesson at 12, cos we wanted to meet up to do project. who knows their lesson started at 2pm. LOL my bad though, didn check first b4 hand. hahas aniwae rch there at 12 and started to work on MGPG assignment. sigh alot to be done though. i think our group is the only group that is doing alot of things on AI. and we needed help badly cos, we were not taught AI on java. Nevertheless, trying is all we could do not, gt a backup plan though. not sure if it will workout for the backup plan.

Today i think quite meaningful as all of us work alot. and did progress in the work. And of all things, I GT MY IPHONE CRACK N UPGRADED VERSION! yipee!!! super enjoy n shiok wif it now. All thanks to JAMES! thx a million, couldn't have done it without ur help.

Dun have much to write though, cos this few weeks will be damn busy wif projects, so doubt have much time to chilled. sigh. I know it will be over soon, but now feel shitty, i think u guys know what i mean.

shall update again soon! =)

Borring SHIIT

2009-05-28T09:40:00.000+08:00

28/05/2008 Thursday

I'm in sch concourse now. Borring the shit out of me alrdy. Came to school this bloody early due to my carelessness last nite. After BSCG, wanna go home fast n forget to pluck out my thumbdrive n keys.=.=

I only notice it when i took bus from sch to Tampines interchange den realise it after Meiyi saying sumthing abt harddisk. sigh.

So now rotting in sch like an idiot. yawn Zzz. Later gt MGPG test though, think going to buang alrdy. sian though i'm like studying now. LOLS

lately haven been blogging as there nth much to tok about. hopefully later on in the day could lighten my day abit more.

bye!

School!!!

2009-05-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

11/05/09 Tuesday
LOLs hmm have been lazy n busy to blog, duno what talking me rite, contradicting. hahas
Aniwae ytd sch was alrite had been normal.

Today Went to school early at about 8plus? hahas supposingly have to reach sch at nine, den overslept so woke up at 8.15 instead.

woke up prepare quickly n head off to sch with nth, jus a thumbdrive and psp. hmm as i was walking to the class, saw farah from my BFA cds coursemates. She was like, See you again!!! lols, so i jus smile and say hi n left quickly to the lab. When rch lab jac and min were busy doing their lab and min show me some codes which we have to use in our proj. So after awhile jus slack there and went off. LOL. met up with meiyi at auditorium to change our ez-link card.

I felt dumb personally though, we left less than a year in school and we have to change, lame.
After which walk up to the plaza and we were talking about where to have our meals, Tung was like heh go where eat huh, mensa or business? Having said that, she wanted to go business de, lol, she jus ask us to see if any1 wan go business. LOL den meiyi suan her till she almost go crazy. opps, i tink i shouldn't blog it! hahas ~~~ =p

Then ard 1 went for MGPG lecture and blah blah. During lecture, tung damn malu can! She drop her cheap cheap DAISO pink-cap BOTTLE down the seats in front of her. OH MY!!! It was so loud the whole Lecture theatre go slient. Then teacher spoke up, you wan to pick it up? lols

Evidence of her bottle drop!

The culprits after being MALU!! lols

After the lecture, there was 15mins more. So tung eventually have this sudden craving for popcorn, so we went to ITAS canteen to get den when back to sit at concourse to wait for time to pass. As we walk up to concourse, there's this guy in pink Tee, keep staring at us as we walk pass. Damn idiotic, i see liao veri buay song. lols, den nick came to me and say, walao gt 1 guy damn irritating duno what he staring at us at? lols, then i told him u go over n ask what he looking at lo? . hahas meiyi was like dun so beng la! hahas i was merely joking only.

As we were talking, tung began to eat her popcorn, den she wanted to tear the hole of the packet of the popcorn bigger so more convenience to eat, who knows she have such big strength. She tear apart and popcorn started POPPING OUT!!! malu second time in a DAY! lols

After about 30mins, me n meiyi went for our MGPG class while nick went for his grdv. So tung went library to do her research on bscg.

During lab, the computer i used seems to have missing file for the sony Toolkit for java mobile game programming. So i didn do lab. I sat beside meiyi and guide her through the lab as i alrdy did it in the morning in Tung's class. LOL

Then after we finish, we started to surf net. I was looking at gucci webby to see gt nice bag to aim at not, been wanting to get a small-medium sized bag. hahas not neccessary be branded la, but jus gian tio! hahas then meiyi was playing facebook and miniclips website games, this is a nice n funny game, as both of us play till we laugh non-stop.
http://www.miniclip.com/games/trials-2/en/

Then after lab, went to meet tung and we went itas as they were hungry!
Went to lecture threatre again as we had our bscg lecture in the nite. =.= dun really like night class though, cos reach home veri tired and late.

During lecture, this is what happen.
Look at the following pictures!

Tung put her temperature stickers on nick's back. And looking at the picture, she is trying to see if the stickers still there. Apparently, i took sum pics, they took my phone n view, but duno y nick didn saw this.! LOLS

They staring cam-whoring in lecture!

Posing up for the photographers! hahas

Something nick drew after feeling bored in lecture. NICE DUDE!
starting from top(left- right)
Nic, Meiyi, Tung(error drawings)
Me, Yani, Tung(better one)

Jus nice Nic's finish drawing and we had a short break. Went to to restrooms to wee wee though, Went out with meiyi, then tung came out shortly,

I seriously tink our sch toilet gt problem one! the standing cubical is empty and water is flushing non-stop till it flood! if not is the cubical in the toilet flush non-stop.

Some pics taken when tung is tired! lols

Dun emo leh! hahas

This gal is trying to act like a kid. playing with her mouth.

wooo! tung staring at meiyi! look at the pics, she is moving at fast speed, i couldn't capture her left leg moving! hahas

Thats about all for today though! It's been a long day. Today jonathan chee msg me and say i was being volunteer to be in the asian youth games, hmm wonder if its a good thing to hear. Cos i tink i will be going sip or mp later. Oh my!

Got to go watch some videos alrdy b4 i head on to bed! nite people! cya guys soon!

BUSY AND PACKED MONTH!!!

2009-05-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Friday 01/05/09 Labour Day
Had been a pack and busy month. Thus didn't had the time to blog, and lastly is becos i dun have all the photos to blog. As you can see today is labour Day, which means a holiday. But friday i have no school de, TMD wat a waste holiday for me. Anyway, had been home alone wif my sister since ytd. She gt con by the company saying there is work in airport for taking tourist/passenger temperature due to the Stupid swine flu. The company had deceive my sister twice in a row saying she n her fren need not work ytd and today. LIKE WTF!!! Anyway, reasons y i was home alone wif my sister was becos the rest of my family went jb wif my aunties. =(

Secondly i could have went out de, but sum1 is busy with revision, therefore stayed home today. Another prob is my buddy went Malaysia wif his gf, connie & family to visit relatives ytd as well, they are coming back on sunday though. Stayed home today to do my proj work, but not much progress though, watch a couple of movies on the net and played some games. Hmm wat a boring day huh?

Tml have to meet jac n min to do my Mgmp proj alrdy, after which rush to meet TJ and the rest to do bscg proj. Will see how is my progress goes. Now i will talk about what happen lately in the month of April.

April was the month when Connie aka sister, Me, Meishyan, Kelvin Soh aka brother aka frankie soh was born!!!! Thus u see a busy month rite. =) not jus celebrating birthday, i have to work hard n get enough pay for my hong kong trip. =)

01/04/09 Wednesday

Forgotten what i did earlier in the day, but i remember i went over with kel to stayed at Connie's hse to get rdy for her surprise Birthday Celebration. =)

02/04/09 Thursday
GT off from bed at 11am. standby my Camcorder and prepared myself as the videoman for the Day. woohooo! Kelvin planned it all along wif me and meishyan suggestions =) Well i dont have all the pictures taken that day and the video is not rdy for compilation yet. thus this post will be a long long long story post.

Set off on our first destination which Connie guess correctly along with clues after finishing each task at each station. =)

1st stop- Mac at Sunplaza
She was suppose to order the HAAAMMM-BBUURRRGGGEEERRR in the pink-panter way. Well, i think you all can guess that she didn do it properly thus, she have to say it to the cam. =X ahahas damn funny n fun.

2nd stop- YCK XXXX japanese Restaurant
She guess it correctly again and we went there having her jc fren there waiting for her though. Connie cal her Kame. i forgot her real name, sry no offense ar, quite long ago alrdy.=X we went there have our meals there ate $40plus. haha tel u guys sumting, ITS A FREE MEAL.
We asked for bills and the waitress gave us the receipt for bills. We are suppose to go the the cashier to bill it, so me and kel went to cashier and waited there while Kame and Connie went to the restrooms. Then after awhile, the manager look at us and walked towards us and walk away. WTF! So we left the receipt at the cashier and went to find kame and connie. When all of us are out we waited at the cashier again, and no1 attend to us, thus we look at each other and ask how ar? den sum1 said jus go lo. lols and we did! we took the receipt and left the place walking out like nth happened. Then again, sum1 spoken if they run out n shout at us how ar, RUNNN LA!!! lol we sprint to the mrt station and board the train. Lol! what a meal we have. hahas

innnpoommtuu station at J8
, 神秘家斌- Alicia was there waiting for us to give her a suprise. Over there, she was suppose to wear the crown and act as a princess! hahas there are lots of people looking at us as we are video recording the whole journey. =) Cool ya? Kelvin ideal!
Up next, we went to haagen-Dazz to have ice creams there. The whole early afternoon we only spend about 30plus for lunch and ice cream. LOLS

Station 4 - Bugis
Kame had tutition at bradell so she left while the rest of us head to bugis.
Met up with long zhen there. who is holding to connie next clue, she was given $50 by kel to spend all she wan. =) nice rite. hahas

She bought quite a couple of things and we left to take bus to the next destination. HEEREN

station 5- Heeren

This is sumting interesting, Connie have to dance outside the main entrance of HEEREN, brave as she is and embarrassing, she did as she was told. =) Claps for you Sister!
Meishyan was there at heeren as she was the station master. After her dance, is where her rewards came. =)
Kelvin had his hands covered her eyes and guide her to the shop to receive her prize. ED HARDY bag! The bag which connie long wanted. After she open the box, tears start to roll down her cheeks, she must be damn touched. =)

Last station! Heeren Jack's Place

This is the restaurant where we had our dinner. =) upon rching there, where connie lead us to, She saw her closed frens from fb there, there was colleen, vinchee,belle,hakim and D. all of us took a sit there and awhile ltr came zhenwei and aybin. =) wonder why kelvin choose this place? is becos connie long wanted to have steak, but kel is a vegetarian, so couldn't have it, thus she still want his gf, connie to enjoy the food with other of her frens. =) i think this is sumting which kelvin done alot for her. =) oh my it was touching if u see what is in the last clue. Cause when we rch there, connie was worried kel couldn't get anyting to eat.

After awhile, connie Yaya frens came. and we celebrate connie birthday and cut the cake there!

After dinner, we couldn't decide where else to go, either movie, L4D or pub.
If L4D sure packed de, movie not alot of ppl keen to, thus we decide to go pub. We went to The CREW at opposite paradize centre near Dhoby Ghaut. I must say i made a good choice, that place was totally big for big groups of people, of cos the price of bottles liquor isn't as cheap as other pub which u can find at boat quay, but the ambience and location is good for chilling! =)
play game, sang song,drink up there till 3plus and me, kel, connie, cab back home. If i didn't remember wrongly we send meishyan home first. =)

03/04/09 Friday Connie BIRTHDAY!

We woke up rather late as we did drink last nite. hahas den i charge up and video cam and record connie last video of her thanking all the people and unwrapped of her prezzie.
After i finish recording, the 3 of us sat in the living room with our lunch, maggies mee cooked by kelvin. hahas we started to watch red cliff 2 if i didn't remember wrongly. After finish watching , i start to playback the whole video of connie birthday. we sat there laughing and enjoying the video i took. Then awhile later connie parents came back and we watch the video tgt. About 15mins later , we went to take turns to bathe and prepare ourselves for dinner as connie's family taking her out to eat. I intend to head home as i was paiseh for going for the meal tgt with them, cos i dun have much cash left. Then sumhow, they seems to noe what is happening and asked me along, After they asked me along, i couldn't reject them and went with them. After the meals, we see connie and her family to their bus and me n kel head home.

12/04/09 Sunday MY PRE- BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

I didn't have much photos as connie haven't pass me that thumbdrive yet. Thus it will be a short post. First of all, i met up with zhenwei and we head to cineleisure to meet up with Kel, connie, wei shuan, alicia for movie. Then went to hong kong cafe for dinner. Alicia have to rush off den helena came and join us for dinner. We wanted to play L4D at e2Max de but it was too ex, end up we play a pushie machine there which was tempting to connie for the pink stitch. LOL we spend abt 30plus tgt and catch a few pushie tgt wif the stitch.

Then after that we decide to head to AMK to play L4D at raiders instead. Played awhile till about 12plus and head home after which, helena didn join us as she went to find her parents at her relatives hse which is nearby somerset.

Will upload the pics when i gt it!

13/04/09 Monday
Met Kelvin Lim and vian n stella and nai at Serangoon Garden ChompChomp for sum snacks while they have their dinner there. Then went To KGarden to sing. =) We sing till we song and this was how they celebrate my birthday though. =) Was happy to be able to catch up with them, however i'm still waiting for jasmine to send me the pics taken that nite! so shall upload soon!

23~24/09/08 Thursday~FRIDAY MEISHYAN BIRTHDAY!!

This is the pre-celebration of meishyan birthday! She is cutting the cheese cake we bought.
Again we had free meals from prata. LOLS super funny

Her actual day celebration where all her frens gather there!

Her birthday Cake

The Star of the day with the cake

ALL of us there for her suprise. =)

Kel and me at liquid kitchen opposite meishyan hse.

25~26/04/09 Saturday/Sunday Kelvin Birthday pre-celebration

Connie and i planned to give kelvin a suprise, so we gather all his brothers and buddy at his hse to give him a surprise. We met at ard 9plus PM at kel hse and waited for him n connie to be home! They only get home after 12am.

Thus we watch TV till before they arrive home. We were watching Seed of Chucky follow by a taiwan variety show. That was the time connie sms me they rching kel hse. They all of us hide into the small balcony in kelvin room and off the air-con, TV, lights and close the door. Then when he open the door n on the lights, he was surprise to see all of us there, but sumhow it seems that he knew sumting is coming up. lol A card made by aloysious they all!

In any case i know he is touched deep down in his heart.

This is the photo taken in his hse.

After we finish the cake, we went to jalan kayu to eat supper, prata there. Oh my we have to walk all the way there. Nevertheless we walked and made it there in a piece. LOL

After prata, we decide to go to take a nite walk ard the abandoned hse near jalan kayu. But we walked n walked there wasn't any things scary cos that place have lights on alrdy.. WTH rite.

Then on our way out of the road of jalan kayu we decided to wait n take cab cos we are tired of walking back.

So here's the pics where waiting.

We headed back to kel hse first wif me connie, him and wei suan. When we rch home, kel call the rest and they say they are walking back. -.- lols we are all waiting for them to be back , finish bathing and start our games. So end up those that are back went to bathe first. den we stayed up to 6plus in the morning. Then, me, connie, maohe and raymond were knocked out. we slept first, lols. The rest went on n play mahjong till 12plus. While me and connie were alrdy prepared to head out alrdy, as there were still ppl waiting for us at town. So kel they all went to bathe and prepared and we left kel's hse. Head to somerset while i head to work. SORRY KELVIN!

They went to L4D at E2Max at cineleisure den went to have pizza at pizzahut at PS.

After my work at 930, i went to meet connie,kel,colleen and vinchee for movie- taken. It was a nice show though. then we head off to home.

27~28/04/09 Monday~Tuesday Actual Day of Kelvin BDAE

After sch rush off to TM interchange cakeshop to get kelvin a cake for his birthday countdown.

Head home and met Zhenwei and head to kelvin hse ard 11plus. Met Liang Xiang outside kel's hse. Prepare for his countdown and went to his room and gave him a surprise. After we finish cutting cake, xiang left home, me and zw stayed and play mahjong with him, damn tired i tel u!

Didn't want to stay over, but sum1 argue wif me that duno who say whose birthday will pon sch for him. Then i nth to say le, therefore both me n connie stayed over at his hse. Connie drove kel's sister car and send me n zw home while i get my stuff n head back to find them. Then, connie have to head home to get her stuff too. Then after which we head back to kel's hse n rest. The next day, we woke up in the noon and prepared for his 2nd surprise plan by his sister. Which is steamboat at his hse. We make it so real that he thought his family is not celebrating his birthday for him though, went to raiders at AMK to play L4D first den left halfway playing back to his hse.

His sister prepared everyting laid all the food on the dining table waiting for him to be back. =)

Well i must say, he sure enjoy his birthday this year le ba. =) So this is all, initially he wanted me to stay another nite, but i was damn tired and i was away from home like 2 days alrdy, i doubt my dad can tahan me like that , thus argue back with him that i did alot alrdy cannot like that again den he forgive me and let me home. LOLS

This is all for april events, guys! =)

Really busy so have to write a few post.

2009-04-05T23:29:00.000+08:00

31/03/2009 Tuesday
Went to work as usual. nth much to write about though. shall update again as i'm tired now. nite ppl. =)

30/03/2009 Monday

Went to work as usual in the afternoon, near evening time, vivian called me ask me if i wanna join them to chill at Grapevine. So after work i went there straight. took half and hour to rch the place which is at Kovan area. Cool huh, jus half an hour u noe? hahas had my dinner there, the food was not bad though, slack there and had a few rounds of pool games there. Send vivian and jasmine home at ard 12plus and head back home to rest.

The place of the cafe.

sock neng, jasmine, vivian

Busy, bUsy, buSy, busY!!!

2009-04-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

29/03/2009 Sunday

aniwae on sunday was my grandma birthday celebration. we headed over to her hse to help her celebrate wif my other aunties and cousins. When me and my family arrive there, my grandma was in her room gambling wif her frens. i was like quite surprise that she do gamble. hahas aniwae i slack there whole day and brought my psp and laptop to keep me away from boredoom. turn on my lappy and found out that my updated warcraft could no longer play the AI dota maps. so i was quite =.= den play campaign maps instead. After awhile i grew bore and ask my uncle living next door if they have wireless internet. Apparently, they have, so i on them and started surfing net and help them fix they lappy internet as well, as they need it to talk to their daughter which is my cousin overseas. She is currently at france. Super shiok lo, if only i could go there as well, den mayb i could find my penpal there. hahas =)

As time passes, we chatted wif my cousin who is at france thru skype. We were waiting for the dinner to commence though. My cousin wanted to tok to my grandma, but my grandma asked her to wait as she was busy gambling wif her frens. lols my cousin was like wth and she was pretty sad.

My grandma stopped her games and commence the dinner and everyone hurry to the buffet as all of us were hungry. hahas

some pics we took:

The cake me and my brothers bought for her.

The elders pics.

28/03/2009 Saturday

Met up wif kel, connie and alicia at clementi mrt station to head over to watch hip hop dance competition at west coast plaza. The dance was awesome from some group. this is sumting true which i mus say. Shiok, after the competition we went subway to have some food and den kelvin and the rest have to head to sengkang CC for some dance competition briefing while i head to my ex manager's daughter 1 year old birthday celebration.

Here's some photo to share on what happen today:

First of all, we have kelvin slping in the train when we are heading to different places.

Secondly is my ex-Manager on the right, her husband on the left, their daughter wif her daddy. =) really pretty and adorable gal.

27/03/2009 Friday
Today woke up slack awhile den head to meet kelvin and head out to town to find connie's birthday present. Went to a couple of place before heading to meet up wif gary and the rest to celebrate terence birthday! This was told beforehand abt the celebration but, my brother didn inform me about the timing so i still head out wif kel to buy his stuff. Den end up he have to head home to wait for my ting to finish.

So we went to Waraku fine dining restaurant and had our dinner there. The place was at marina square by the way. Here comes the surprise, when my brother came in to the room wif the cake, we sang the song as usual. den when came to the part wishing the person one, i heard my name in it too. so i was like quite shock and surprise that dey celebrate my birthday wif terence. =) his birthday was on Apr 3rd by the way, while my is in apr 13th. hahas

Took quite alot of photos there and receive our presents. however my brother haven pass me the photo yet, so i shall upload later den. after which met kel up at his hse and we head to slack at connie's hse. After awhile we went for tau huay at chong pang area as connie is driving us there. =) shiok.

Slacking at her hse voiddeck while we are enjoying the tau huay and you tiao.

Her dad's Car.

Slacking days

2009-03-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 12plus den slack awhile have lunch at bro's hse still. Hmm we play psp awhile den watch survior on the TV den slack throughout again till 6plus where we are waiting for connie to finish her dance practise. Den as i was waiting i grew tired and began to dose off again. lols bro was still playing his psp though. lmao. den connie called and we head out to meet her. Took cab down and pick her up at Yck station bus stop and headed to AMK for dinner at bro's father shop. After which we headed for a couple of L4D matches at raiders.

Rch home ard 11plus and so now writing this on the blog. hahas =p going to play dota soon as i'm pretty bored now. so shall update again soon. bye.

25/03/2009 Wednesday

Slept till 2pm today. oh gosh what an unhealthy timing to slp till. aniwae woke up and went to watch some show on PPstream, my favorite show bleach anime, gundam 00 and heroes season 3. slack till ard 5plus den get rdy for my dinner outing wif my sec sch mates.

Met them at cineleisure gloria jeans cafe and headed to shodoku japanese restuarant at Heeren. It was quite a comfortable place to have a casual dining at. And its jus like the old marche except its in jap style now. well Kelvin ps us, so end up i'm the only guy there, so ya didn feel uncomfortable at all as we alrdy spend 5 yrs together in sec sch. so .. =) didn really had much photo taking, but there are 2 grp photo in jasmine camera and she haven send us yet so shall update again.

Headed home at ard 11pm, my buddy kelvin soh msg me and ask me if i heading to his hse tonite. and i told him ya i am. so head back home pack my stuff and left home to his hse. Luckyly there was still bus ard so i took 70M where there is no1 in the bus. lols Began to slack at his hse when i rch. Soon like abt 2plus a.m., i began to feel tired and went to slp leaving him playing his psp. He damn idiot, he was playing need for speed undercover, and the police in the game siren damn irritating. so i asked him nicely to take his earpiece to play. Guess wat???

He took out a speaker instead and blast me wif the sound. WTF!!!! den i started to argue wif him n blah blah blah. he stop and pluck out the speaker, but still wif his volumn on. =.= thx ar kel. sry that i bombard u back wif my snore during our slping time as i was havin nose block. =X hahas hope u enjoy my concert last nite. =p

24/03/2009 Tuesday

Today went to work in the afternoon. nothing much happen as well. Was working wif sarah for closing shift, den saw zilin urgent email to count sum stuff in the shop before we left for home.
Called Kelvin and were planning on what to do as originally we plan to have basketball games again at Thomson CC with po boon and others. But i had a dinner gathering wif my ex secondary sch mates. So there was some mis-communication and so i decided not to go for basketball. Slept as soon as my hair dry up, as i was rather tired.

Sry for not blogging daily.

2009-03-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today had work in the afternoon at 3.30pm didn had a proper meal though, so jus sum snacks.
Daphne, Aina and ME are the 3 zombies that are working today as the 3 of us are super duper tired. Yawn Zzz. there isn't much ppl shopping today too. hahas i guess i shall head to bed early tonite den =) nite peep!

22/03/2009 Sunday

Headed to work in the morning as was working in the morning shift. Sales was so so only. didn't have much sales and sum ppl jus piss me off. i talk damn long le den de wanted to get the products. Den when during payment, dey tel me dun wan the 2 items.. =.= den bring my sales down. WTH! but afte awhile, a couple along wif their daugthers came in and bought plenty of items. =) sweet though. $800plus sales after discount and it was the biggest transaction i have in my days in NAC. After work at 8pm, slack ard at shop den mummy ask me to go for supper after she finish work at 930pm. so i waited and we went for prata at our hse area.
Headed home straight after eating though. Damn tired still =.= ... 2 more days till my long break.

21/03/2009 Saturday
Today was celeste wedding! Headed down to Holy Trinity Church at Tampines.

Sam, Tric, Gary, ME(sigh getting plumer =( ).

A group photo with others who r there.

Celeste and me =)

sian lately getting more n more fat. Sumhow have to slim down no matter wat. =((

After which headed to work at RC. what a tiring day.

Was meeting Gary and Sam and tric during my brk and saw Kelvin, Connie and frens. dey headed for movie, unfortunately i was't able to make it. =( Sry again that i didn contact u all after my work. After work at ard 8plus, met Gary dey all again along wif the other kiehl's boys working at RC to help Zilin celebrate her belated birthday! hahas we went dynasty KTV for singing session till 11pm.

Here's some pictures taken in the KTV.

Zilin making her birthday wishes.

Me, Gary, Samuel, Tricia. See samuel is trying to come into the pictures that i and gary are taking.

Mummy(jiamei) and Me.

A group of us who are present on that day!

Then head home after that while zilin, mummy and his bf went to Le Bar for drinking.

20/03/2009 Friday

Today was the start of the 50% for 2nd items in Kiehl's. Initially the sales was bad, but after awhile sales started to pick up.

At the end of the day i was still freaking tired. sigh. tml is the only day to rest, but after zilin came to NAC today and we dismiss from work. She was chatting wif mummy, i was there as well and noe that she was pretty stress and etc. So i volunteer to head down to help her out in RC workshop though tml is Celeste Wedding. sigh

Celeste i'm really sry but still i wish u all the best in ur marriage! =)

19/03/2009 Thursday

nth much to write about as was working and nth much happen though.

However, was quite tiring still.

Fun and tiring day

2009-03-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

18/03/2009 Wednesday
Today was pretty lazy to head to work as i was really tired out from ytd basketball. But i still went. =p everyting was normal though, but quite enjoy today work cos Aina is there to crap wif me and pickle wif me. hahas and i keep saying wo shi ge kai lang de ren. lols cos she keep saying i everyting also smile or laugh. lols =)
aniwae nth much today though. so i heading to bed alrdy, bye ppl =) takkaire!

17/03/2009 Tuesday
Me and kelvin woke up at 11plus, as connie was taking her TP test today. Hurray, she manage to pass it, which means she gt driving license alrdy! hahas

Congrats CONNIE!

She came over to kelvin place for lunch as she would be heading to NYP for dance practice. So we waited for her and went to play basketball abit later.
Eventually we went to play at ard 2plus and rch thomson CC at 3pm.

I mus say that we are really xiong! As we play matches after matches, and i tink overall we play like 15-20 matches of 3v3, 4v4. Oh my! But it was totally fun, and i enjoy pretty much.

Was quite tired out, head back to kelvin hse for shower and actually wanted to let connie drive us to jalan kayu for prata in kelvin's sister car. But her sis was too tired out and we didn't went.
We actually wanted to sneak out wif his sis car to eat, but there was no fuel. Lmao. And so we abandoned the thought of driving there and head home for me, while kelvin head to connie hse.
Didn't stay up for long when i rch home, and head to bed cos was really veri tired!

16/03/2009 Monday
Had lots of weird dreams last time that my phone turn out to be ok, so when i woke up i didn dare to touch my fone as i was tinking that it would still be the same. And thus, it was still the same. =( Didn't really noe wat to do beside the thought of finding people to help me out, crawl out of bed and went online to search for help, but came to no solutions. Saw Wei Liang online and ask him if he would wan to pei me go search for help as i want to get my phone fixed asap. He told me ok but he need to go to Jurong to collect his lappy, so i agree to pei him go. At that time i could only use my dad spare fone nokia 6121 classic. crappy fone though. LOLs

Waited for Wei liang at his hse bus stop, and i try calling vivian for help becos that time she had a more serious problem, but the person told her if the problem persist she could alwaes hold the power button and the home button for 30 seconds which will restart the phone. So after i hang up the fone. i tried that, Guess what? it works! hurray, my fone was fine again. =) When wei liang came, i told him dun need go search for help for my phone le, cos its find now. hahas =) End up still, we went to jurong get his lappy and we went to had lunch at chinatown as we thought of going K there, but the timing for not rite. so we head down to K garden by Cab and sang from 4-7PM. Then head to ChompChomp for sum snacks. chilled there for awhile and head home after which.

Meanwhile, i was also waiting for kelvin to rch home as we alrdy planned to play basketball again tml early afternoon, so i head to his hse ard 10pm to stay over and head out wif him together. =) Had a long day though but it was great as its been quite sum time since i head to K. hahas nite ppl!

15/03/2009 Sunday
Today went to work as normal, nth much to tok about though. hahas so ended my day quite normal ba i guess. But when nite came before i head to bed, my Iphone went crazy. it started to freeze and everyting. I was damn sad and i tried every way i could to revive it, But it just couldn't and at that time was alrdy 2plus AM. damn shag alrdy. sigh so i jus pray that when i woke up it would be OK. And so i head to bed.

14/03/2009 Saturday
Today woke up at 10plus, and was rather happy that i could actually go back to work as Kiehl's BOYS. Woohooo.

we started work at around 12pm. Met up the rest of the people @ Tangs Kiehl's store and head to Marriot Hotel for work. It was the Ultimate White Demertologist Solution workshop. So basically was there to actually help to let the invited customers to try the products. Was fun and interesting, though its the same job like a Kcr but the feel is different. hahas, sumhow it is!

Anyway after work, head to bugis to find cherelyn at her workplace, she was like hinting me to go find her lo. den head there and pei her have her dinner. She was like complaining that she is broke and den she was keen in eating PepperLunch Express. =_= weirdo. aniwae she looks cute in her uniform for her current job and i mus say she is pretty small size also. No wonder so many guys have been asking for ur number.

After which went to meet kelvin, connie and meishyan. They were eating at hong kong cafe @ marina square. Head over and just when i sat down their food all came alrdy. =_=. So I was like gaowei, didn eat anyting den ordered the mango snow ice. It was huge though, and connie was like that time i order and ate with kelvin but we couldn't even finish. hahas

I must say this, i'm pretty suprise myself that i'm able to finish all by myself. hahas. Its nice la, cos i really do like mango alot! After dinner, we were tinking of heading to the cathay to watch movie. But when we rch there all the movie was either sellling fast or sold. So i used my fone to check cineleisure and the sittings turn out sucky as well. We then decide to go to e2Max at the Cathay to chill for an hour and head home. Played L4D though. hahas

We then took bus home and when we board the bus we saw poh boon and the rest. so coincidence. hahas So it came down to be a tiring day for me, but enjoyable. =)

13/03/2009 Friday
Nth much to tok about today i guess, was pretty bored up met up with Kelvin and head to NYP for connie FreeStyle Competition in Foreign body in NYP. Was amazed how some of the people dance though. LOLs but was there to support Connie/ sista only. hahas.

After which, we head to Amk Hub about 9plus as we wanted to watch the show DragonBall Evolution. but we missed the 9.55 show so we waited like abt an hour more to watch the show at 11pm.

Well, the show was not bad, but the whole story was being compressed. But still can watch though. hahas =)

lazy day

2009-03-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

Today was basically a boring day. I woke up at 1plus again. yawn Zzzz

Then laze ard on the bed till 2plus. crazy ya? this what i do when i got nowhere to go & nth to do. arghhh! I should have use the time for better stuff, but watever. Woke up and started to use the com at home instead of my lappy. watch sum movie and blah blah den jiu 4plus 5 le. hahas. wat a day spend.

Gary happen to see me online and asked me if i'm free after 7pm.
And my reply to him was, lol i'm at home and i'm super free. Guess wat??
He asked that so that i could go out wif him n his gf, Ferynn & her sis and cousins. LOL He had been trying to improve my life by introducing gals to me. lols what a nice buddy isn't it? But relationship tis kind of ting cannot be force to de. Though he have a gd ideal of introducing his gf sister to me, but both of us mus also have mutual feelings for each other den can start de ma. hahas...

Aniwae i did went to meet them. So i left hse ard 6.45 and took train to city hall mrt station to meet them. One of ferynn cousin i assume wanted to get a laptop at the suntec IT FAIR 2009. So we went with her to gave her ideals and to help her decide which lappy to buy. So in the end she bought the all time favorite brand of me, Gary & Ferynn. Compaq. hahas the laptop she bought was a nice n sleek one, its super portable as well as it was only 12 inch screen. hahas.

We then head to 4 faced- buddlah hawker centre to have our dinner. We bought all our food den gary decided to go withdraw money. Leaving me at our seats with 4 girls, i was super quiet. Didn't really noe wat to tok about as it was the first time me meeting ferynn sis and cousins. So throughout i was quiet till one point her sis pointed out why are we so quiet. LOLS den Ferynn started to say huh quiet ar u tok lo, tok to him la, ask him how old is he & etc.. I was like Wat the.. Damn paiseh at that point of time can. =.= Lucky came back earlier than expected, if not i will still be damn paiseh there.

Throughout the trip gary keep prompting me, so how, whats the feelings and thoughts of her sister??? Well i still dun quite have an answer cos we didn't tok much, but can see that she is a nice gal though. hahas.

So my day didn't end too bad i guess. =) tired alrdy. gd nite people! =)

=)

2009-03-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today went out with my sch mates. went to eat suki sushi buffet at cineleisure and watch 'Push' the movie. well the show wasn't really a must watch show, was jus fasinated by it becos it sumhow looks like the show Heroes. Thats why i went to watch it.

Well today, there's nth much to write about though. hmm rch home abt 8pm den start to use computer le. Quite bored though.

waiting for that someone to pull me out of this misery. When will that someone appear? =(

Though that day i told mummy that its fine to stay single, but when i'm alone, i will start to think alot liao. Being single when people around u are attached is not really a great ting u noe. sigh.

i heading to bed alrdy, bye world!

So so Day

2009-03-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

10/03/2009 Tuesday

Happy Birthday Clara! Best wishes for u! Enjoy ur celebration.

Today slept till 1+p.m. Kelvin woke me up from my slp as we decided to meet up and play basketball. So I got up from bed and washup and decided i should meet kel later. I went to have my lunch and watch some anime before getting prepare to leave. Kel called me again to rush me over to his hse. lols i didn't pick up his cal. lmao So left house ard abt 3p.m. He is an idiot i mus say. He asked me to get prepared and everyting, when i rch his hse he wasn't prepared at all and the ball was not even pumped. Thus, i slack at his hse till approximately 4plus to 5pm before leaving his hse.

Had a few rounds of games with some kids there, played 2V2 and a full court game. And i wanna say i hate the Chi- Nas basketball players. frankly can do anyting jus for a game. there is once where he actually press my head as a support jus to save a fucking OUT ball. wat an arsehole! I actually felt like punching him in his face! ARgh!!

Aniwae today was actually also cherelyn training day for her new job. hope she is enjoying it though. hahas i bet she did la, cos she told me so. lmao =)

Jus hang up the fone wif her, as she is facing sum pressure from sum idiotic ppl. hope i was a pair of listening ears. =) cheer up k!

FUN DAY
09/03/2009 Monday

Today went to school for our class gathering. Marcus, a nice guy who help to organise it make it fun for everyone. He actually brought his own collection of XBOX360 games to school to let us noe more of what new & nice games is in the market. So we play ard. Den he planned a competition of Street Fighters IV, Lips, and etc game to let us compete between our classmates. winners will actually receive prizes. cool huh! hahas well i lost to marcus during the final match between me n him after defeating the rest of our classmates. =(

I left school at ard 2.30 to take bus to work. As usual it was happy to be working wif mummy. She is alwaes nice as usual. hahas I like working when she is around more than usual, no offense to my other colleagues. My mummy in Kiehl's is a nice and fair manager. =) which is y she is a manager i guess. hahas aniwae Ai na my new colleague which happen to be the senior KCR in the store was quite nice n funny. She also quite idiotic, she actually complain to my mummy saying that i had been eating bread lately when working. I was like WTF. Mummy came into the storeroom and saw me eating the hotdog bread which my mum prepared for me to school. Then she add on saying y am i being so pitiful like no money to eat... i was like =.= i'm not!

she add on saying isit becos wan save money for my HK trip. and of cos is NO. why do i torture myself for a trip? lols So due to the cold weather and she plan to go eat steamboat wif his bf, she actually ask me along n treat me for dinner. LOLS such a nice mummy where to find rite. hahas.

I'm also happy for her becos she is getting married SOON like early next year. thats what she say veri fast. lols its like still gt 10 months more. well CONGRATS mummy!

As usual, after work send mummy to her bf car den i went home by train. I didn go for steamboat as its like so weird with jus me, her and her bf. lol i dun wan to be a limelight. hahas
thus thats the end of today, =) nite guys

Normal Day

2009-03-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

08/03/2009 Sun
Today woke up at 12plus and slack. chatted wif keai Susan for awhile on msn in the afternoon. really miss her though, haven been able to get in contact wif her. hmm but was glad we are able to update each other. hahas den slack till 2pm den prepare to head to work.
i took bus to work today though, duno y have the feel to do so. hahas

work was alrite in the afternoon, and we ended quite ok too. But i didn't meet up wif kelvin and zhen wei as tml i need to get up early to go for my class outing and work after that. sry guys!
so now going to do my drawings for National Heritage Board game creation contest ting now. so shall update again. bye guys!

Great job buddy!

07/03/2009 Sat

Today was Gary, my buddy final's for hey geogeous competition. and so was her girlfriend,ferynn. Well Gary came in 2nd place, which is sumting we quite happy with alrdy. =) so good job on the performance buddy! u make us proud!

here's sum pictures we took!

Sarah, Me and Tric.

Their Supporters!

All the finalised, judges plus hosts!

Well it turn out to be a great day, after which we went to my brother, william and tommy church sites to have sum snacks there as dey are having a party where dey invite new friends there. We slack there awhile and headed off to have a more proper dinner. we had XO bee Hoon at holland village there. =) Yum Yum!!!

Den after dinner, gary sent ferynn home and the rest of us headed to burger king to discuss more of the hong kong trip! n woo la la home sweet home of cos.

Tiring day..

2009-03-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

Today was a pretty tiring day. Woke up at 1130am and went to watch sum anime till abt 2 before getting ready for work in the late afternoon. Was actually watching dragon ball GT season 3 of dragon ball. pretty random to be watching that though.

Aniwae was quite happy at work as i was working wif my mummy(manager) and sarah. Time sure pass by fast, and i off work in jus 6hrs from work.=.= Jasmine drop by the shop in the evening to say hi and wait for my brother to go movie. After work, as usual pei mummy to the road side to wait for her bf(Mr. Mouse) den i head back home.

Tml is the final for hey geogeous! Gary and Ferynne are in. Hope they enjoy and jia you for it!

and tml is also the dance competition for my sister/ buddy gf. hmm it seems like both events that i must be present crashes. =.= Wat the hell. but i think i will be going find gary, cos have not been catching up with them.

CONNIE sry that i cant go k. I promise u n kel next dancing competition i sure attend! though i not there but u mus still jia you k! kampateh!

sigh. mummy today ask me again. she said, " Er zi ar, u going to be single until when?".

i was like," =.= mummy this kind of tings is not i can control wan. single jiu single ba. its not like a veri big deal. but deep down in my heart. IT IS! lols sigh..

i'm getting tired alrdy. nite people!

Jus getting started again

2009-03-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

TODAY Friday

Well, after so many years still dun have the habit to really blog daily. Perhaps i should try to start one now. lols Aniwae have been really a nice buddy/brother to a best friend of mine, kelvin SOH! Hahas have been accompanying him like days last week. But i do like hanging out with him. Our the other brother, Zhen Wei(my childhood fren) was in army so couldn't hang out that much. take care lots in army my fren. Aniwae haven been spending time with gary n samuel they all alrdy. i guess they are busy with their studies i assume. sigh, both group of frens which consist of both the guys who are closer to me are attached! which at times do give me pressure, sometimes i dun really feel like hanging out with them becos i'm like 'alone' there. dun noe if u all noe wat it feels like. but it sucks! When will that gal appear, like seriously when? sigh sigh sigh...

chat with charmaine jus now for awhile, and realise she was having a bad day today. she asked me to read her blog and i realise what have happen! When chatting with her, i thought of the past. We could have been tgt, but its all becos of time. aniwae when chatting she realise that she have not met me at all while i have alrdy seen her like thrice alrdy on the streets when she is with her bf. hahas such lucks! so i'm thinking whether i should meet up with her. lols cos we were once close frens.

yawn.. tml there is still work. so i thinking i'm heading to bed alrdy. good nite peep.

ps. charmaine i wish you all the best ar! =)

05/03/2009 Thursday

Today woke up at 11.38am. Was damn tired as i was watching Heroes Season 3 last nite. Went for hair trimming after i woke up shortly. den was trying to rush home to have enough time to watch Heroes again. hahas reali do like that show though. Well the reason for rushing is becos i have to report for work at 3.30 at kiehl's Ngee Ann City. Really miss working ever since school started last semester. well today sales wasn't that good, wonder if it gt to do with the recession. I HATE ECONOMIC CRISIS, it makes me lose lots of $$ becos my company is cutting down manpower and working hours. DAMN STUPID CAN! idoit. AND now i gt to really eat grass as i need to save up and await my Hong Kong trip! Back home at 1030pm. Had my dinner and off to continue watching heroes again. den decided to go blogging.

03/03/2009 Tuesday

I have spend 2 nite at kel hse again. Connie been preparing wif her dance competition thing, so kel is like rotting away w/o her company. LOLs but i was there to pei him la. had a great basketball game with Poh Boon, Mao He, Kel and Wi Kat(dun even noe if i spell correctly), had quite some fun at that day as i SMACK 2 person's ball away while they doing lay up.

I rmb there is a game where we were playing full court, which is a most spectatecular one to me. We were up in the our winning court when 1 of the player in my team loses the ball, the opponent team gt the ball and all my men's was too tired out to run back to defense. den 4 opponent player came running with possesion of the ball to their scoring side. i was like sprinting madly back to defense alone and caught up the guy with the ball. GUESS WAT!! in the nick of time while he is doing the lay up i smack the ball out of the court. My teammates all were shocked with their jaws wide open for a few seconds and cheering away after that. Cause they didn't expect me to catch up n deny the ball! hahas was quite amazed by myself as well! After smacking the ball, i have the shiok feeling. hahas!