Friday, July 3, 2009

Slacking

03/07/2009 Friday

Went out early to bishan to collect my contact lens as they are finishing, rch bishan stadium setup everyting and here i am feeling bored.

Oh my, there nth to do, slacking at a room using friends laptop to go online, =/. Reasons to this boredoom is because there isn't much work to do as all IT stuff are operating well. lols

Beside sitting here, chatting playing, nth much to do really.
Jus being random at bishan, saw this girl who is not bad-looking so i told the other guys abt it. LOLs then the supervisior start talking cock, suddenly all the others revert everyting to me, saying i like the gal. =.= i was jus merely feeling bore and giving random comments, den they keep asking me to approach that girl. hmm however i did not. cos i feel there isn't a need to do so. unless i'm really interested in her. But well i'm not, hahas

Now still gt 5 hrs till dissmissal, shall wait to then. Tml is my cuzzie, Elieen birthday chalet, will be popping over to hangout with them. =)

Missing you so much, but there isn't a use i tink, cos u will never be mine.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

What if I were to.....

01/07/2009 Wednesday

Lying on bed now blogging on my phone again. Thinking of everything, perhaps initially I shouldn't even have initiated anyting at all, den maybe I won't be feeling so shitty alrdy. If only things could have turn out better, how nice could it be?

Suddenly though of this, what if 1 day I were to disappear? Would any1 even notice I'm gone? Would any1 even bother?
I know my family would bother n notice, but will that sum1 out there notice? I'm clueless, suddenly have the feel to drink n hope that I could be drunk and forget everything and restart my life. Sigh.

Next week attachment, an I have to have a non-camera phone. Sigh, need to find a phone again. Stupid, damn bloody stupid! Hopefuly life there would be easy.
Getting tired alrdy, shall slp now, everything in my mind there is only her. Do u noe? Even if u do, there's isn't much u can do either. Sigh~

30/06/09 Tuesday


Today as the first day of Asian youth games, my duty was posted to bishan stadium where the atheletes gathered. Reported at 1pm to help out with the setup of the media room n ops room, however when rch things were alrdy done by the full time volunteers. Thus, we slack there. There isn't much things to do throughout though, most of the configurations were done alrdy.

During one of the breaks we have, we saw this guy who is doing the pole vault event. He had alrdy won first with the height of 4.5m, but continued to break higher heights records. Not bad though, he tried 4.61m, 4.75m, 4.81m, 4.91m. Sadfully to say, he ended with 4.81m as his best records, as 4.91m he couldn't took it off.

After which slack all the way till 8plus den head home. Tml have to report at 1230pm. =_= tiring siol!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

=.=

28/06/2009 Sunday

Stayed home again today, gt nowhere to go though it was meant to be a 'holiday' for me over ytd,today and tml. But i guess, it going to be jus slacking at HOME ba. sigh~

Starting this coming tues till friday, going to be over @ Bishan Stadium to help out in AYG liao. Damn it! i'm so not looking forward to it. After this week, then going to start attachment liao.
=_= Totally sian. Sumhow i miss working @ Kiehl's Wif mummy and the others. =(. Miss them much though.

Jus an hr ago, i lay on the bed and my mind was totally blank, didn know what to do. Seriously! Can say totally bored out till even wanna throw the com away, there's nth much to do than to hang out outside with frens.

I feel like screaming my lungs out.


i'm NOT being EMO, i just duno what to do!

O_O

28/06/2009 Saturday

Can't believe that i stayed home the entire day, had not even step out of the hse at all.
Didn't do anyting much at all beside jus slacking at home in front of the computer, wat the hell! so zai nan- aliked, cannot stand it!!! Watch zhong ji san guo esp 18 today, played a couple of dota games, took a short nap, had great dinner cooked by sister today. Thats about the whole day event i did. =/ Didn get to slp peacefully during my nap thx to my adorable nephew who is at my hse, LOL!

The song 住在心里面 by 吴克群 lyrics are so true.
我的心它开了门 你自然住进去.
You went into my heart so naturally and i couldn't even resist. Love is indeed unpredictable isn't it?

Miss you!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Random

26/06/2009 Friday

Lying on the bed rite now, typing on my phone to blog.
Have totally no idea of what I'm thinking rite now??
Who would understand me better? Is there anyone? =/
Disappointed I am, happy I am! Nothing much I can do,
Helpless I am, foolish perhaps I am.
I only wish n hope, who would know what I'm referring to?

My only wish is you.
Mind filled with your images, there's only you n nth else.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Great day!

25/06/2009 Thursday

Today went to school in a red or rather hot pink(thats what my frens say the colour was) Tee with the printing " You Can't Touch This", and a black berms, along with shades and the straw hat. hahas quite a sunny day though, have the sentosa feel. hahas =)

Today went to school to have BSCG test, test wasn't really well done i tink. Quite a number of questions anyhow bomb the answer though. =p.
After which marked my attendance for MGPG lessons. went to gaud lab to carry on on GAUD project. GAUD project was having a good progress, almost done i must say. thx to jia hao and CM for the help and guidance.



There are certain stuff that i have on mind which is kind of fustrating. =/
I understand that i shouldn't be so, but sum tings are just cant be help.
I seriously hope things will turn out great.)

Monday, June 22, 2009

Tiring day

21/06/2009 Sunday

Today was Father's Day! Happy Father's Day DAD!!!

Today was awoke by keai sms. Sigh.. She's sick. =( heard of tats makes me worry cos she going to be alone at home i tink. no1 to takkaire of her. Supposingly we are meeting today for dinner, but well she's sick so wanted her to rest at home instead!

Ke lian de keai couldn't join her family at her grandma place for steamboat. =X

Was pretty tired though i slp till 10am. but after replying keai sms, fall back to slp again. Then brother, kelvin called and ask me where's the nearest macdonald at my place. =.= bloody hell! LOLs dun wan let me slp sia GOD!!!

Aniwae gt off from bed and washup. Ate Zhu Chang Fen that mum prepared and start watching a show that Poh Boon intro,"终极三国" a funny and lame show though. but nice! so watch till 2 plus and gt prepare to get to TJ's hse to finish our BSCG project! weather was warm and i couldn't concentrate much. TJ's Mum is really nice alwaes ask me want eat this wan eat that. hahas. Wanted to rush home to help celebrate Father's Day but well, Project held me up and i couldn't make it. Will make it up for DAD.

Wonder how's keai now, haven gt a reply since evening time. Hope she's slping and resting well on bed! Recover soon ok?

Next week will be the last week of school for me, and i can't help to tink of getting over it quick! hahas. But follow up would be Asian You Games Volunterring Services and Attachement le. =/ Not sure if i'm going to be happy or will it going to be a packed days to come liao. Hopefully will be free to accompany all my frens and able to meet up wif keai PLEASE! .

Oh ya haven posted this! THIS is really GREAT! my attachment is at ST ELECTRONICS @ YCK, which is beside Kelvin hse. LOLs this is convenience as its near my hse though. And when kelvin heard about it he was damn bloody happy! i alrdy knew it though, cos it would be even convenience for him as he can ask me over to pei him after my work at ST. LOLS ppl who know him will know his reaction after i told him my attachment place ba. At least, thats wat i tink. LOLS

But was quite happy not just that, its that highly chances i wont touch programming! hahas. wooohoo!!!

i shall sign off here, going to carry on to watch my show. hahas =) takkaire keai and rest of my frens!

i miss keai ALOT!!!!