03/08/2009 Monday
Today is the beginning of my 5th week of attachment at ST Electronics. The people here are friendly and nice. But the workload here can be boring though. Hopefully interesting stuff start to come in ba, if not life here will really be miserable.
Now lunchtime le, but i stay in, as i ate mom prepared breakfast. My colleagues and jing wu all went out for lunch le.
So now decided to blog, Ytd went to kel hse and play mahjong and dota, he damn lucky. We play 3-man mahjong ytd cos gt only me, zw n kel. Kel won 23bucks, zw lost 16 n i lost 7, but kel was nice to let me pay him 4 bucks. lols.. next time den treat u back ya? lmao
Last night didn slp early, which causes me to be half awake now. tired...
Listen to my phone music b4 i went to bed. had this thought out of sudden.
"What is the feeling of liking someone?" i asked myself.
i couldn't answer suddenly. But i know if you like someone, the person's feeling will affect you and you will treat the person super nice no matter what.
I have this feeling in heart, i fallen out of love. People ard me say is becos the right one haven appear. At times, i though so too, but now I have this weird weird feeling. I suddenly don't like being single. Though i keep telling ppl single also good. sigh. Jus what's wrong with me?
Being alone when friends are not ard makes me aimless and pointless to live. Yes, i agree there are still family members, but time spend with them is different. The feeling is different.
I don't know what i'm writing also. Perhaps they are just rubbish. Jus feel like venting it out.
I thought of the past relationship i had. Though they are short, but sweet. I know i was the bad guy, but back then my thinking is so childish and foolish, it cannot be entirely my fault rite?. If only my thinking was more mature in the past, perhaps i wouldn't hurt them. But now asking for a second chance from them is as impossible as reaching for the sky. *laugh at myself..
Furthermore, already been so long le, what's more can i say?
If tings can be reverse, some things might be nice, but at times it might not be, for instance, the girls zui you instead. lols what am i thinking?
sigh. sigh. sigh.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
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01/08/2009 Saturday
Today had been a tiring day. duno y. perhaps becos i'm sick ba. Stayed home the whole day feeling helpless and aimless. sigh.
Today had been a tiring day. duno y. perhaps becos i'm sick ba. Stayed home the whole day feeling helpless and aimless. sigh.
Monday, July 27, 2009
what an boring day!
27/07/2009 Monday
Today really monday blue sia, though nth matters make which makes me feel so, but the tireness and the work today bores me out to the core which makes me damn tired. and i almost doze off sia. oh my. sigh, 40mins more till dismissal. cant't wait for it to come sooner. =.=
where r u? when will find me sia. =/
Today really monday blue sia, though nth matters make which makes me feel so, but the tireness and the work today bores me out to the core which makes me damn tired. and i almost doze off sia. oh my. sigh, 40mins more till dismissal. cant't wait for it to come sooner. =.=
where r u? when will find me sia. =/
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Tiring day
23/07/2009 Thursday
Pass 4 days had been tiring. Work at attachment was so-so. Been modelling from morning till dismiss from work. lols how tiring can it be rite? u try facing com from 8.30 to 6pm, in between rest for an hour. lmao it will strain ur eyes sia. Cant be help though.
Jus 1 ting i wanna say. i dun like network marketing kind of stuff. So dun come find me for that. sry jus cant help.
22/07/2009 Wednesday
Happy Birthday Aloy!
Pass 4 days had been tiring. Work at attachment was so-so. Been modelling from morning till dismiss from work. lols how tiring can it be rite? u try facing com from 8.30 to 6pm, in between rest for an hour. lmao it will strain ur eyes sia. Cant be help though.
Jus 1 ting i wanna say. i dun like network marketing kind of stuff. So dun come find me for that. sry jus cant help.
22/07/2009 Wednesday
Happy Birthday Aloy!
Friday, July 17, 2009
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17/07/2009 Friday
Another week of attachment passed, had been quite busy though, but fun! Had a great time learning 3D max. Currently modelling some stuff for the assignment being tasked to me=), now i regret not modelling well during sch moledues. cos i tink i did better now den in sch. hahas lol
Hmm shag sia. leg injury came back suddenly. sigh. now chest also feeling aching and pain, dun even know y? guess tml will have go for x-ray like what mom suggested ba. I seriously hope nth wrong, if not i dun need to play anymore liao. =/
going to play dota with bro soon. haven been contacting any1 becos of my busy schedule and partly becos of my leg injury that i dun feel like going out, beside going to work for attachment.
till then. shall update again when i free during my working time. lols
Another week of attachment passed, had been quite busy though, but fun! Had a great time learning 3D max. Currently modelling some stuff for the assignment being tasked to me=), now i regret not modelling well during sch moledues. cos i tink i did better now den in sch. hahas lol
Hmm shag sia. leg injury came back suddenly. sigh. now chest also feeling aching and pain, dun even know y? guess tml will have go for x-ray like what mom suggested ba. I seriously hope nth wrong, if not i dun need to play anymore liao. =/
going to play dota with bro soon. haven been contacting any1 becos of my busy schedule and partly becos of my leg injury that i dun feel like going out, beside going to work for attachment.
till then. shall update again when i free during my working time. lols
Friday, July 10, 2009
Total boredoom! who can understand better?
10/07/09 Friday
Finally got over the first week of attachment, hmm i tink is because its the first week thats y there ain't anyting much for us to do. However, after sharing with the ppl in the company what we did in sch. we are currently helping them to do a mobile game according to their theme to suit into their project, its confidential to the project though so can't say much. Finally gt what we did this few days to load on mobile fone. But still gt some minor ting to solve though.
Now researching on other stuff till i wanna fall asleep liao, so decided that come here type type blog awhile to kill some time. 2 hrs more till dismiss from work liao. yawn!
Keep dropping head sia, mus drink sumting to keep myself from awake. Ytd, Dr. Foo, a lecturer from my school came to visit us to make the first liasion officer meeting. He to us that we cannot slack or show that we are slping, if the company happen to see it, we will be dead as being fail from sip. WTH! ... However, i hope that can extend my attachment here to 6 months from 3 and a half month. In order to do that, we must have a project that they issue to us to do. Hopefully there is one. Cos if do major project no pay plus have to go school, though i duno what is the topic of the major project, it may be interesting it may be not. But here gt pay and a few months more there will be slightly more freedom than now le. so why not rite? hahas summore can learn abit more of working in the industry.
But i doubt i will actually carry on in this unless there is sumting that really interest me.
hmm... currently waiting cong ming's call, cause i need help on mobile ting. lols hope he dun cal after 6 though. cos i will be out of here by then... Thats all for work..
Looking forward to sunday gathering with cousins at kbox in town. Tonite might be going to kel's hse to stay over to play or sumting. at the same time, i'm tinking if i shld go town to get my skincare products, cos its finished alrdy. =/
Still searching for that sum1, hmmm sianz... shall blog again soon ba.
Finally got over the first week of attachment, hmm i tink is because its the first week thats y there ain't anyting much for us to do. However, after sharing with the ppl in the company what we did in sch. we are currently helping them to do a mobile game according to their theme to suit into their project, its confidential to the project though so can't say much. Finally gt what we did this few days to load on mobile fone. But still gt some minor ting to solve though.
Now researching on other stuff till i wanna fall asleep liao, so decided that come here type type blog awhile to kill some time. 2 hrs more till dismiss from work liao. yawn!
Keep dropping head sia, mus drink sumting to keep myself from awake. Ytd, Dr. Foo, a lecturer from my school came to visit us to make the first liasion officer meeting. He to us that we cannot slack or show that we are slping, if the company happen to see it, we will be dead as being fail from sip. WTH! ... However, i hope that can extend my attachment here to 6 months from 3 and a half month. In order to do that, we must have a project that they issue to us to do. Hopefully there is one. Cos if do major project no pay plus have to go school, though i duno what is the topic of the major project, it may be interesting it may be not. But here gt pay and a few months more there will be slightly more freedom than now le. so why not rite? hahas summore can learn abit more of working in the industry.
But i doubt i will actually carry on in this unless there is sumting that really interest me.
hmm... currently waiting cong ming's call, cause i need help on mobile ting. lols hope he dun cal after 6 though. cos i will be out of here by then... Thats all for work..
Looking forward to sunday gathering with cousins at kbox in town. Tonite might be going to kel's hse to stay over to play or sumting. at the same time, i'm tinking if i shld go town to get my skincare products, cos its finished alrdy. =/
Still searching for that sum1, hmmm sianz... shall blog again soon ba.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
=.=||| SIAN!
07/07/2009 Tuesday
Today is the second day of my attachment, hmm expected of a government company. camera phone are banned, msn, fb all banned! oh my god, wonder if i'm able to survive there. And i wonder how the ppl there survive too. lols
Didn do much work though, was just preparing the PCs making sure they have the required software and stuff today. tml might be the official start as we will be brief more on what we will be doing. lols Since cant use so many tings on the web, i really hope can start work soon. cos its pretty boring there. lols And damn hell i'm sitting damn near the vice president of the company. WTH!!! damn suay, i hope can change seats soon.
Leg is pain as usual decided to do sumting abt it finally. So asked dad to fetch me to bedok to treat my leg, but i didn noe they close at 5.30. wasted my trip there, send my coursemate home as he stay near there den head over to opposite my hse to treat it.
Needles are being poked into my leg. 3 of them with wires attached to it. The physician den on electri current. =(
The feelings is like a massager massaging the leg. lols
hope really can recover den i can play basketball again soon. However, i doubt can go for napfa test liao.
Today is the second day of my attachment, hmm expected of a government company. camera phone are banned, msn, fb all banned! oh my god, wonder if i'm able to survive there. And i wonder how the ppl there survive too. lols
Didn do much work though, was just preparing the PCs making sure they have the required software and stuff today. tml might be the official start as we will be brief more on what we will be doing. lols Since cant use so many tings on the web, i really hope can start work soon. cos its pretty boring there. lols And damn hell i'm sitting damn near the vice president of the company. WTH!!! damn suay, i hope can change seats soon.
Leg is pain as usual decided to do sumting abt it finally. So asked dad to fetch me to bedok to treat my leg, but i didn noe they close at 5.30. wasted my trip there, send my coursemate home as he stay near there den head over to opposite my hse to treat it.
Needles are being poked into my leg. 3 of them with wires attached to it. The physician den on electri current. =(
The feelings is like a massager massaging the leg. lols
hope really can recover den i can play basketball again soon. However, i doubt can go for napfa test liao.
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