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Guess What, i almost got caught again dozing off by my colleagues while waiting for the GM to come, =.= They didn not come. sigh. make me wait there so long, cos we were told to standby, but i jus merely close my eyes for 5 mins, den my colleagues came in and say might not the demo alrdy. ARGH!!! almost hai me gt fired!..

Sigh, regret going for a jog when my leg injury was feeling better, now the condition seems like worsen alrdy. WTH!!!

But i do enjoy the jog last nite, though now my legs muscles aching all over, hahas
It has been quite awhile since i last went for one. =)

Did lots of thinking i actually wonder why, hope i wont be fallen too deeply into it, but everytime say only, Cfm will fall deep deep wan. sigh!!! just hope its worthwhile ba.

Lately, keep wanting to drown myself in music songs, which makes me wonder if 1 day my phone not with me, how will i become, becos my songs are all inside. lols

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Hmm, its been sometime since i last update my blog.

Hadn't been nth much recently beside shifting my current workplace to a meeting room where i can go msn n stuff, but still boring. ~~

Recently met this someone who seems special in a way or two. Its first time someone like that i met though, i hope its a miracle that is about to happen to me. =) i have been thinking of that someone lately, cant just leave my fone on sight for a moment, =p hahas . Hope things will turn out better .

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Today really sit in front of the com and do my 3D modelling thoughout the entire day there. Rarely leave my sit even, lucky today finish the model le, tml will be just doing some texturing only.

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Sigh, of all thing come this right chest pain. Scaring the shit out of me cos i not sure if its heart pain or wat. Not sure what to do also. =( fuck man, am i going to die? how come i nv working out also get pain all over my entire body ? WTF is going on?????

bore, bore, bore...~~~

Jus finish rendering the pictures and submitted to supervisior, he ask me to be on standby in case there's need for changes. So i am waiting now, there's nth for me to do at all now. wanna slp but can't. And And the GM walk pass me when i was about to lower my head. LOLS, scare me to hell sia. lucky i act doing head excerise den he smile at me. O_O hahas

I hope someone can give me a good good suggestion n tel me what to do under this condition.
I have computer which are being restricted to use MSN, social Networking site like FB and friendster, No audio and video playback on Web. No chatting on website as well, even tagboard on blogs also cannot go. Can play webgames but alwaes gt ppl walk past my desk. HOW HOW!!! DO WHAT SIA... I DO 3D modelling until want slp already. Can say i do computer screen tanning. cos its purely jus put my eyes on computer and do nth.!!! =/

This makes me monday BLUE lo.

15/08/2009 + 16/08/2009 Saturday + Sunday

Today woke up pretty early as was awoke by my bro. He's leaving to Malacca with jasmine for a holiday trip. =) good for them, seeing them so loving and etc. Enjoy ur trip ya!!!

Another reason for waking up early was becos had to head to polyclinic to checkup for my leg, no improvement though. The doctor see awhile den say refer me to specialist at SGH. hmm have to go for a appointment on 08/09/2009. After finish consulting the doc, accompanied my mum in to her turn for consultation. Mum actually forgot to take her medication and when the doc take her blood pressure, it was high. Thus have to return there 2 weeks later for another checkup.

After finishing the checkup and blah blah blah, accompany my mom to help grandma to buy some stuff nearby our hse den head home le.

Had my dinner and then head over to suntec by bus to see and cheer for Kelvin & Connie team for suntec dance 2009 competition. They manage to advance to the next stage. Congratz ya! Jia You and keep up the good work!

We had dinner at pasta mania and walk ard suntec before heading back.

Ard 8/9plus, headed to Connie'e hse to gt Kel's laptop and cab back to my hse to get my hse den head to his hse. LOLs was rushing out in the afternoon thus forget to take my specs along with me.

Went over to stayover to kel hse, wanted to chat wif him initialy, but seeing him so tired so decided to drop that idea. Had a couple round of Dota game with him on garena. Reason for going his hse was for pure slacking ard. Slept at 3plus as both of us are really tired, if not can play will morning. LOLs

Woke up the next morning at ard 12plus and started to dl apps for my phone. den another few games of Dota and den watch some videos on youtube. Headed home ard 9pm after shower.

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Eversince the 4th week of attachment, i have been having more n more time to come blog le. lols
sometime the work here can be extremely boring, especially when the supervisior is not here. Totally can say face com do nth. And when that happen, i will tink of going msn and find ppl chat.

I'm now hoping that we will receive news that we will leave to the new office early so that there wont be so much restricition. I'm now looking forward to everyday event. Wonder what will it be like and etc. Hope that that ting can keep me motivated! =P

i'm indeed slowly finding my way back into ____. Pray for me ya?
Duno y still, bro told me that ting that day on the phone when i wasn't tinking of that, heh bro what do u tink i am sia? know me so long le still tink that i'm that kind of person meh??? idiot.

Oh ya! This coming saturday is Kelvin and Connie Dance competition @ Suntec! jia you ar!! Ppl who like hiphop can go down and watch and give support ya? =)

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Woah its going to be a long day already.

Firstly, my partner is not here with me in the office which leaves me alone at my desk. Sianz.
This is getting boring already. Now left to work, work, work. 3D modelling and nth else. yawnzzz

Suddenly got the urge to go msn n see whose online to chat with. but access is not allow here. =_=

ciaoz then, gtg work le. =(

hmmm =/

I'm thinking should i or should i not?
i'm not sure of myself n doesn't have much confident... hmmm sigh.. dead tired today! turning in early. nite world!