Life in army have been alright, my friends all were sort of worried i would be turn down by the life of army as i wouldn't have much freedom. i agree this to a certain extend.
That one day when i message Janice from kiehl's. she was asking me about how's life in camp and how is my love life. i told her life in camp was great as my bunk mates are all enthusiast and helpful. Love life wise boring. still the same.
Just the other day, i was talking to my friend that our life seems kind of bored/sian without having a 'target girl' to go after. it seems like part of our life is missing which is LOVE.
There isn't someone who we just wanna share our happiness, sadness and nonsense with. =(
Just a few hours ago, i was out dinner with 2 friend, we were chit chatting away that, we seems to be unable to know what's the feeling like of being love and to love someone already. And this was true. We lost touch of it.
All that i wanted was just a simple love life or relationship. i never knew that it would be this hard. If i didn't remember wrongly, it caught me so hard that i felt to give up on it as it was so tiring. All ideals GFs that i could have are all attached already and none are left.
I have lots of regrets though.
Now inside SCS le, life in army would be more n more xiong during this period of time as its a specialist course. i really do miss being in a relationship. sigh.
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